First of all, someone needs to give you a big fat star for all you give to your family---GREAT JOB!!!!!!!!
Have you ever considered a little respite care, which is basically someone who is highly qualified to watch your son for an hour or two so you can go do your thing. United way offers it, often free of charge, through local agencies. Go to your local library, and ask for the United Way BLUE BOOK. In it, look under respite care. Or ask your pediatrician. He may be able to put you in touch. You deserve this service. You do a lot for other people, and it is time to get some time for you. I know a standard babysitter is not going to work for this situation, which is why I recommend respite care--they are highly trained for exactly your situation.
Good luck, and I hope you get your answer.
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