Perhaps if you utilize SP a wee bit more you might find that your drive to do this is rekindled. Read the Success Stories - accessed from the Drop-Down Menu in the Community tab of the toolbar above, and participate in the message boards. It is a fantastic way to get ongoing support.
Also, it may be a bit of a drag with a couple young children, but weighing all your food and entering it into the Nutrition Tracker might be all the motivation you need. I know that it was largely responsible for my weight-loss. It kept me focused, and allowed me to tweak my intake as and when necessary.
Ensure that you are eating enough for what you are doing. I know it may sound counter-productive, but often those consuming 1200 calories or less aren't doing their bodies any favours in achieving weight-loss. 1200 Calories is generally for an average weight woman who is sedentary. Are you breast-feeding? If so, then you need to disregard the calorie range given - a breast feeding woman needs about 600 calories extra.
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