I feel like what I am about to start is self-sabotage to me for me my mental health. Long story short is that I need to seriously have the medications I am on for my mental health adjusted. This is not something that I am looking forward to. I am doing this so I can find what works best for me with minimal side effects and the best results.
I have been very happy and looking forward to summer to work on my physical health. Sudden depressive episodes, anxiety and mood issues that arent treated the easiest are the reasons for taking time for my mental health insted of physical health for a little while. I am not happy about this, it needs to happen for the best of me.
My biggest fears are my bodies initial reactions to changing medicines and seeing how everything works in the first few weeks. After the transition period I should do fine, its just the change and how long it has taken in the past to find a combination that works for me. I think I will be fine, its just being patient and not being stubborn for the wrong reasons.
I would go deeper into what I have, I prefer not to though. Its kind of complicated and usually a long story with plenty of questions or curiousity. Anyone who has meantl healht issues that could provide support or be a partner would be great. I have friends with what I have, most dont seem to take their health as seriously or just arent the same when it ocmes to me and my treatment.
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