I didn't really understand a lot of your post; you use some text speak, and the lack of punctuation and capitalizations make it hard to decipher what you're trying to say! I'm not trying to be rude, I promise, just a suggestion for future communication.
All I can do is tell you what motivates me. I have two little girls, and what I do, they do. They're developing their lifelong habits now. I look at them, and that motivates me to get up, and do what's right for them, and for me. BEcause I don't want to teach them that 12 hours a day of not moving and eating too much is the way it should be.
Writer, mother, wife, and breadwinner. I love to run, but running doesn't love me, so I'm switching to my low-impact bike.
I'm not pregnant, just fat: My blog. fatnotpregnant.blogspot.com/
| current weight: 187.4