The idea of regaining, not my weight, not my youth, but MY HEALTH. The thought of dying is not terribly threatening but the thought of LIVING a long time in poor health and pain really doesn't thrill me. It is why skydiving doesn't scare me because I might die, it scares me because something MIGHT go really wrong and I might NOT die but live in pain and misery for a LONG LONG TIME. I now know that a skydiving accident is NOT the worst thing that could happen - I could just eat myself into poorer and poorer health and pain. How sad, not to even get the excitement of the jump.
With love and caring from Nancy ... wishing all of you a wonderful, blessed, and precious day.
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