take a deep breath, Sugar. I am sorry about your hard work getting lost. I know its frustrating, but you did it once, so you know you can do it again. (despite how bad it will suck)
I can relate to the homesick thing though. When we got orders to the East coast from Montana I was excited. New place, new people, new adventure. But I have found it harder with my family still back home. You need to find something to ease the pain of missing home. What was something you LOVED back home?
Now as for the gym, What are your reasons for being here? You have a goal right? and you really want it. the only thing between you and that goal is going to the gym. You will not regret going, but you will regret not going.
If you need to talk find me on here. I will listen even if you just need to vent. Good luck!!
Without struggle there is no progress.
| current weight: 202.0