I'm concerned that you even have a date set when you are this uncertain. Please consider putting this off until you can be more at peace on it. You may love your SO, but he is not the one in control of your body. Neither is the doctor. Find out more information, get a second doctor for a second opinion to hear another viewpoint, get an appointment with a dietitian and see what their suggestions for you would be.
Surgery doesn't cure you. I have one friend that put on weigh after the surgery because the liquid diet just encouraged her to drink more large milkshakes.
There are many things behind reforming your body and part of that is having the strength of mind to stand up for what is best for you. This is a big decision. Do what you feel sure it right for you?. If you don't know, you need more information. And possibly more time, my journey has taken 5 years. I'm getting better at it and it is no longer a diet. Rather a mission to be better in all aspects of my life.
I'm here for you. Now it is time for you to be for you.
| Pounds lost: 41.0