Chocolate is pretty much a fetish for her... It's a forbidden love affair... It's all that she wants but should not want... Sigh. I don't think it has anything to do with her monthly. Her back is covered in cyst-like bumps and the creams and washes that the dermatologist has her use, do not work...
It doesn't help that her dumb boyfriend doesn't understand she CAN'T have chocolate, no matter how much she WANTS to have it... because she breaks out horribly bad from it... I don't demand she not have it. She is 19. An adult. She can do what she wants, but I feel horrible because I cannot fix this for her...
And her younger brother (he's 16) is starting to have the cyst-like bumps as well, but I don't think his is from chocolate... but rather hormones and sweating at work all day.
Thank you for your comment. I will bring it up to her, even though I am not sure it's what it is... I have asked to to keep a journal... I hope she has been, that way she can find a pattern.. or maybe a professional can find a pattern to all of this... Sigh.
I've lost and gained, lost and gained. Now that DH has been diagnosed with Diabetes, I have restarted my drive force.
I am down 30 pounds. DH is down 4 inches!
I have no visible show of loss, but I know I am losing.
7/27/2012
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