My name is Kt I am 23 and I was diagnosed with PCOS (polycystic ovarian syndrome) back in 2009. I'm am over weight. I'm not healthy. But all that is about to change. My boyfriend is my rock but it's time to show him how strong I can be. In order for us to conceive, which we've been trying for 3 years now, I need and have to loose weight, eat healthier, and change my life. I have been made fun of all my life and put down about my body. I know many people on this site know what I am going through. I am also Dyslexic, a high school drop out and I don't have a job. Yeah a bunch of reasons to be depressed and lock myself away from society. But part of my reason for not having a job is so I can stay home with my boyfriends father who has dementia and Alzheimer's. I'm not going to lie or sugar coat it. Dealing with all this has not been easy. And seems to be getting harder on me each day. I have got to do something for my self and getting in shape is my treat and at the same time a goal :) what a great gift to give myself. Today I am taking charge. No more looking at skinnier women and wishing I looked like them. It's time to take back my life. I am looking for a fitness plan for someone that is completely out of shape. And any encouragement to help me toss these cigarettes. I know the main reason should be because they cause cancer... We'll let me tell you, if your not a smoker, don't EVER start. And it's not easy to stop something that you have been doing multiple times a day for about 9 years.
We'll know you know a little about me. And this is what I have to work with. I have 3 dogs, 2 big and 1 small. I wish I had their energy!!! No exercise equipment but I am creative and can come up with something to work with. I don't like to come out of my end of the house because, we'll lets face it. My might as well be father in law is not nice to me at all. To him I'm just a fat lazy b!7€* that doesn't have a job. But I'm the one that takes care of him and the house while my bf is at work. Why do I put up with this? I love this man that I'm in a relationship with. I mean I didn't wait 5 years for him to come home from the Army for nothing. Being happy with him is my reward for putting up with his dad. Yeah, yeah, he's got something wrong with him but there is no need for the yelling and name calling.
So my life is stressful and I'm not happy with myself. I just know if I can take care of myself the name calling will stop and my outlook on like will be much better.
Thanks for the help and support in advance. Kt B'ham, Al
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