I feel like my life is one enormous mess. My husband doesn't love me, truly. My boss ignores me. My employee, whom my boss loves, is very ambitious and wants to take over my job. My teenage son disregards me and my pleas to check in with me so I know he is safe. I am overweight, stressed out, trying to juggle two jobs. I used to be attractive and thin, but now I am not. I guess deep down I feel like no one in the world truly cares about me, and if I didn't exist, no one would care. I have some superficial friends, mostly at work. One of them, out of jealousy I believe, did not invite me to work with her on an annual project (which I've done for ten years in a row) because I am now a "manager" and beneath doing that sort of work. So there goes my bonus for helping. I feel very lonely, down to my bones lonely.
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2/27/15 8:01 A
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