My 85 year old Grandmother is in the hospital due to a stroke. Yesterday's visit was a positive one. Today's, not so much. She's declined. And I'm having a bit of a breakdown. I can't be at the hospital with her because I have two young daughters that need me. It makes me ache.
And if you're wondering if this has anything to do with health & fitness, it does. I've already put down way too many pizza puffs (I'm in no mood to put together a real meal), 2 pieces of pumpkin pie, and ritz crackers with cheese. I've always resorted to food to handle my emotions. Happy, sad, or otherwise. But at the moment I'm completely overwhelmed and want to eat my sorrows away.
I've gotten in the habit of doing a couple spark videos and using our weight machine in the PM after I put our toddler to bed. That'll be in a couple hours. Till then, I just have to breath.
Thanks Sparklers for letting me vent.
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