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  • Where am I?

    5/4/2015 10:01:36 PM, by LADYIRISH317

    I feel like I'm turning to stone. A couple of times I've gone a day or two without eating or drinking anything. It's hard to make myself do anyth... Read more

  • It's been a long time

    5/3/2015 7:47:41 PM, by SALAM4545

    I haven't blogged in awhile. Not because I haven't had things to say, I've had plenty to write about, although I suspect it was mostly just whini... Read more

  • Sneak Attack

    5/2/2015 5:07:25 PM, by 56ROSE

    I've been sick with the flu this week. For the past several years (5?), I've been faithful about getting my flu shot with good results. Well, thi... Read more

  • be happy

    5/1/2015 7:36:40 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    trying not to let my depression demons get me...but it is really hard.though i wanted to just sit home and cry.i went out and had a good time.i k... Read more

  • It's all about the shoes

    4/29/2015 6:13:30 PM, by PHOENIXRISING14

    I have bone spurs on my feet heels and ankles. I've tried all kinds of shoes cheap to ridiculously expensive. I could barley walk with any of the... Read more

  • Fed Up...Detox Week!

    4/26/2015 11:36:10 AM, by LOVINSHERRY78

    ok so, its been about a month since i fell away from the good things for me and my family. i have somehow been able to maintaine my weight but pl... Read more

  • pain and loss

    4/26/2015 10:35:54 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    PAIN AND LOSS Really struggling tonight. Bawling my eyes out. Just want someone to hold but I have no one. I've been in a toxic abusive marriage ... Read more

  • Self Awareness

    4/25/2015 8:59:32 PM, by 56ROSE

    Well, I didn't make it through Vegan Week, but, truthfully, I'm ok with that. I'm beginning to understand my nutritional needs better and that's ... Read more

  • hopeful

    4/23/2015 10:49:02 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    i have not had a 5 dollar bill since feb,as my assistance from the state and government is pending!!!! i cant pay my rent ,get meds or buy my own... Read more

  • angry

    4/23/2015 9:54:46 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    The Real Me : I am feeling angry and full of rage this morning.Now that I left my abuser no one in the real world outside of these groups wants t... Read more

  • trash

    4/22/2015 7:08:20 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    feeling frustrated: this is really bothering me so i need advise please.I live with my landlady and she does my trash.she only has a trashcan i... Read more

  • my story

    4/22/2015 4:04:30 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    I've been writing again for the past couple of days and I realized something so simple today that I can't believe that I didn't realize before...... Read more

  • missing you

    4/21/2015 4:06:37 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I want him to know that I am the one who is done with him. I am the one who is choosing to kick him to the curb and I am the one who is choosing ... Read more

  • Spring Fling's first nutritional activity

    4/19/2015 7:38:45 PM, by BLESSEDBEING

    I explained in my last blog about the extra opportunities available during our agency wellness campaign to earn more points by exploring mental h... Read more

  • not really?

    4/19/2015 1:09:47 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    so sick of the abuse!!!!! when will i ever learn??i was invited last week for a cookout with my grandkids and i could not wait,now this morning m... Read more

  • o.k. when?

    4/19/2015 11:45:17 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    venting: I find when i get upset lately I get very angry and when i do i might think of over-eating like i use to do,so i vent instead!!!! what h... Read more

  • ouch

    4/18/2015 10:58:50 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    OUCH..... I am so grateful to be part a recovery group. Feeling very lonely today and haven't been able to connect with any of my local support ... Read more

  • Spring Fling: Work wellness campaign addresses mental health, too

    4/18/2015 9:51:17 PM, by BLESSEDBEING

    Spring Fling is one of our annual wellness campaigns in the state agency where I work. Many of our campaigns through the year have us tracking e... Read more

  • I Weigh WHAT?!

    4/18/2015 2:32:49 PM, by BJT0315

    I have had trouble with my weight ever since I got out of the Army in 2007. For awhile after getting out, I had chronic pain in my hip joints. I ... Read more

  • The black day and the twenty hour night

    4/18/2015 12:05:23 AM, by LADYIRISH317

    Tuesday night was a horror story. I was closer to self-destruction than ever before. I kept having the recurring thought, what are you waiting fo... Read more

  • one day soon

    4/17/2015 9:08:49 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    time.... memories to replace the ones that are in the front of vision. most of all, I dont think of it as a hole or something to fill. I think of... Read more

  • Vegan Week

    4/17/2015 12:58:23 PM, by 56ROSE

    Vegan Week, sponsored by Compassion over Killing, is fast approaching and I will be participating again this year. Last year, I avoided meat for ... Read more

  • A New Beginning

    4/12/2015 5:10:55 PM, by ANGIESSPRESSO

    This morning when I woke up, I made the conscious decision to stop al... Read more

  • THIS TOO SHALL PASS BLOG

    4/11/2015 1:50:17 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    TRIGGER WARNING:THIS TOO SHALL PASS BLOG UPDATE: ......I just wanted maybe some advice or uplifting support..I am bipolar/depressive with PTSD. I... Read more

  • It continues

    4/10/2015 2:32:00 PM, by LADYIRISH317

    The psych appointment needs to be rescheduled. In limbo right now.... Read more

  • change this

    4/9/2015 8:29:31 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I feel like I will never be happy. I can never get my ex off my mind no matter what I do I have done what he always on my mind. I always worry ab... Read more

  • I don't know

    4/8/2015 11:36:09 PM, by LADYIRISH317

    The appointment with my MD didn't go well. She pretty clearly thinks I just want to get out of work. I hope I have better luck with the psychiatr... Read more

  • JUST RUN

    4/8/2015 6:38:34 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    I know a few people who are in some sort of an abusive relationship. Recently a woman died at her ex-husbands hands. She was dropping off their p... Read more

  • REALLY?

    4/7/2015 3:42:42 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    feeling very upset and full of anxiety today as i found out my daughter has been nice to my face and relocated me when i did not want her too and... Read more

  • An Easter Blessing

    4/6/2015 4:57:52 PM, by 56ROSE

    So, I'm on my way! I made it through Easter with no weight gain! Now, the next challenge is my Birthday this Thursday and then a get away weekend... Read more

  • Going to the doctor tomorrow

    4/5/2015 10:46:42 PM, by LADYIRISH317

    I've had a sore throat and intermittent cough for two months now. I'm having other physical symptoms I won't discuss here that scare me. And ment... Read more

  • Stress

    4/5/2015 6:28:21 PM, by ANDI1984

    My birthday was on the 3rd. I had the kids for a week and I was so grateful and happy for that. But my stress levels have been through the roof. ... Read more

  • easter/not

    4/5/2015 11:26:43 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I called the house to talk to him thinking we could finally have closure...we could talk things out rationally...as adults do....but what I got w... Read more

  • hard day night

    4/5/2015 9:47:48 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    stayed in bed from noon to 9pm last night and stayed up for hours then slept 3 hours,wanted to go to church this morning but cant get a ride.no f... Read more

  • bad emotions

    4/4/2015 11:47:46 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    I feel like a big bum!!!! I have been gone from my home siince feb. with 0 income and all the help i have applyed for has not come threw so i can... Read more

  • TRY HARDER TODAY

    4/4/2015 8:11:56 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    I will try to keep my life calm & unruffled. This is my great task, to find peace & acquire serenity. I must not harbor disturbing thoughts. No m... Read more

  • Stretching

    4/4/2015 3:03:39 PM, by RUNAMOKQT

    I've read how important stretching was but I totally disregarded it. I remember stretching in PE class it seemed really unnecessary. But now comp... Read more

  • Home sick -- boo

    4/3/2015 1:48:26 PM, by LADYIRISH317

    I have a bad sore throat today. I'm also coming off of a particularly brutal work week. Monday and Tuesday I had huge amounts of payments to... Read more

  • new day

    4/3/2015 10:58:25 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I left him for the last time on Feb.14 2014., our anniversary!!!! He was extremely abusive and controlling. I mean we're talking borderline capti... Read more

  • home

    4/1/2015 8:43:30 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    I escaped 6 weeks ago and after a hospital stay!!!! he was very calm and polite, no real conversation between the 2 of us but it really pulled at... Read more

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