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  • thoughts for today

    11/28/2014 6:49:19 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    hope it's okay to post this here,if not please delete and forgive me,I just had some thoughts i hope will feel better if i put them down. 1./ I i... Read more

  • reality

    11/28/2014 6:16:29 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I was in so love with him..I loved who I wanted him to be in my mind. To be loved the happy moments.having our kids,loving the cats,not being hom... Read more

  • winter blues

    11/28/2014 5:01:29 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    so upset this jerk has been making my life unbearable and treating me rotten and telling me to get out when i have no money,no family and no wher... Read more


    11/26/2014 3:41:57 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    To all my dear friends and family out there who take tomorrow as the one day they give themselves permission to eat all they want, please rethink... Read more

  • i need a meeting

    11/22/2014 5:13:30 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    Beginning to see and experience the difference between childish and child like. A childish 56 year old is not very pretty. A child -like 56 ye... Read more

  • I'm still around

    11/16/2014 2:47:21 PM, by ELAINEANNE1

    I am still here and thought I had better add to my blog. Life is still the same for me but I try to keep busy going to the gym and swimming, not... Read more


    11/14/2014 6:15:17 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    Today I'm feeling blue. I'm ready to not care about my diabetes any longer. By the time I lose weight and finally get a healthy control on my lif... Read more


    11/11/2014 8:09:57 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I woke up and for just a fleeting moment I forgot you are gone from this world,I can't steal my own car to come and see you or call you on the ph... Read more


    11/7/2014 6:24:22 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    Would appreciate comments on the No Scale Victories. I think I just had a huge breakthrough in being able to admit I am powerless and my life is ... Read more


    10/29/2014 5:06:42 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    Not going to eat over today, but I do want to curl up into a ball and stay in bed all day. Sometimes the emotional pain is all consuming enough t... Read more


    10/28/2014 2:40:44 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    i have no trigger foods now but years ago i use to,food is not my problem now,my problem is me.... Read more

  • Trying again

    10/12/2014 1:21:14 PM, by ELAINEANNE1

    I am yet again starting my diet. I just not have had the motivation to bother much for the last 3-4 months, I really need to get back on it as I ... Read more


    10/9/2014 6:28:11 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    Good morning everyone! I have no idea what i am going to post till i begin to write. I woke and am tired, have a long day ahead and won't finish ... Read more


    10/8/2014 1:34:11 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    This october 2014 I celebrated 4 years clean and sober. I was diagnosed with diabetes in october of 2006. My weight at that time was 440 + . When... Read more


    10/6/2014 7:53:35 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    a tough day indeed. The quiet days are the hardest no distractions here. I'm miserably uncomfortable. Excited about the arrival of my daughters n... Read more


    10/6/2014 7:28:27 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    Feeling much better after getting things in perspective and talking with a friend. Whew! I'm having to learn life lessons and take care of things... Read more

  • WWJD???

    10/6/2014 6:00:55 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    Went to the store the other day and left without getting my usual candy bar, cookies or coke. How did I do it? I just imagined that there were tw... Read more


    10/3/2014 2:46:45 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I've stated before that weight loss is important to me in this program. Let me restate that. Weight loss is a wonderful tool I use. I use it to g... Read more

  • step four

    10/1/2014 8:12:03 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    Relearning that I don't have room in my life for resentment. Forgiveness is the path to peace. It's just hard to 'let someone get away with such ... Read more


    9/27/2014 7:00:26 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I just want to kill myself and end this severe unending pain.I am so out of hope and just about ready to completely lose my faith in God and ever... Read more


    9/27/2014 4:09:06 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    morning friends,I have been up all night crying,surely I have lost 5 pounds but I will get weighed and let you know later,looking forward to octo... Read more


    9/26/2014 6:13:00 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    Thank you Lord for given me the strength when I am my weakest. Thank you for your encouragement to believe in myself. Thank you for every blessin... Read more

  • the end of this

    9/26/2014 6:06:52 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    woke up with a migraine and the gut feeling i need to find a new place to live asap,like yesterday,feeling sick and upset on my birthday and wish... Read more


    9/25/2014 10:35:05 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    Dear Heavenly Father, I come to you right now in the name of Jesus Christ ... asking that you save me from my sins ... so I can get to know you -... Read more


    9/25/2014 2:57:51 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    i feel like all i am is just a burden or a hassle. I secretly wish i would die in my sleep tonight. Im tired of being in pain every waking moment... Read more

  • prayers for my mom

    9/24/2014 9:14:40 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    please continue to pray for my mom,she had severe seizers and was taken by ambelence with blood pressure of only 30 to icu then a regular room,th... Read more

  • Thank you

    9/22/2014 3:00:24 PM, by ELAINEANNE1

    I would like to thank everyone for the support as you have given me renewed energy. I mostly struggle because of my caring role which I have be... Read more

  • not good

    9/20/2014 1:09:58 PM, by ELAINEANNE1

    I am not feeling all good and feel just like giving up, weighed myself yesterday which has not helped as I had put on a pound, need something yo... Read more

  • recommitting step one oa

    9/17/2014 8:09:07 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    Recommitting. Yes I go to meetings, but I realized today I haven't been working my program hard enough. My abstinence is...okay. Could be better.... Read more

  • so tired

    9/17/2014 5:02:43 PM, by ELAINEANNE1

    I did not sleep well last night which is why I have not done so wel today... Read more

  • Struggling

    9/14/2014 3:54:06 PM, by ELAINEANNE1

    No change still struggling with everything, mostly with my husbands mental health problems but that has an impact on everything else including my... Read more

  • Body Test

    9/11/2014 9:43:03 AM, by BUBBLEGUM_FAIRY

    For the Sunny gal challenge this week in one of my teams, we are to go to this website which tells you your body fat percentage and then to blog.... Read more

  • Sunny Gal Pledge

    9/1/2014 9:55:31 PM, by BUBBLEGUM_FAIRY

    Goals: * I will do yoga/meditation at least 3 days a week each morning. * I will drink 8 glasses of water everyday. * I will exercise ... Read more


    8/28/2014 8:19:44 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    Friends I am home...and I am pathetically sad. I mean I have always felt heartache when I came home from a wonderful vacation, but with me being ... Read more


    8/28/2014 8:03:33 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I've been struggling the last few days. But something happened yesterday that brought me back to reality, Life in general. As someone was talking... Read more


    8/4/2014 7:17:23 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    Itís never too late to live a life that makes you proud. If you donít learn anything else from this post, learn that. We get one shot at this. Th... Read more

  • MY MOM

    8/2/2014 11:49:24 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I moved away but i keep looking back,I need to re-learn and make new habits here and now,yes,self preservation.I need to put it first and formost... Read more


    7/24/2014 2:06:31 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    ~ GoOoOoOOoOoOood Thursday Morning, EVERYONE!!!!.....Finally not so lethargic.....I have been under the weather all week; however, I am more than... Read more

  • Holiday

    7/6/2014 2:02:17 PM, by ELAINEANNE1

    We have just come back from a weeks holiday in Torquay(for the Americans it is on the South coast of England) and we had a great week. the hotel... Read more

  • Holiday

    6/14/2014 12:21:04 PM, by ELAINEANNE1

    Not really sure what to say as every time I am on here I seem to be moaning but I am usually a happy sort of person, I don't seem to be coping as... Read more

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