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  • love lost

    7/30/2015 7:01:14 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    remembering loss. Me and both Joe's got married on feb 14.1977 and 1996,and also again on june 3 2013. Today, as opposed to the past when I p... Read more

  • domestic viloence

    7/28/2015 5:30:35 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    domestic violence After I left DV I was so relieved and so happy I wasn't killed. Now I almost wish he did kill me because the agony keeps gett... Read more

  • Day out

    7/20/2015 1:17:52 PM, by ELAINEANNE1

    I had a lovely day out in York on Saturday and visited two great places, one being the Quilt Museum and there was a beautiful exhibition of quilt... Read more

  • Having problems

    7/4/2015 2:32:58 PM, by ELAINEANNE1

    Once again not been on for a while. We went on holiday in mid June and it was really good, we had a week in Torquay and then I went on a day trip... Read more

  • feeling overwhelmed

    6/21/2015 2:05:52 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    feeling overwhelmed I'm so tired today! Tired of trying so hard, to keep moving forward, to think the right things, to not miss...ect ect! My l... Read more

  • I GOT OUT ALIVE

    6/18/2015 7:44:28 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I GOT OUT ALIVE: "Why did you stay?" It's my least favorite question. No matter how nicely someone askes me, with their tilted head and sad eyes,... Read more

  • still fighting

    6/9/2015 6:49:29 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    still fighting !!!!! At the end of the day when I crawl into bed and all the lights go out, my thoughts can finally rise to the surface. Yes I’... Read more

  • goodbye heartache

    6/6/2015 7:51:50 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    goodbye heartache!!!!!! I feel compelled to share it with the rest of you, in the hopes that you will see that there is life beyond heartbreak. ... Read more

  • LIVE TODAY

    6/5/2015 7:42:24 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    ⁀‵⁀,) .`⋎´ ¸.•°*”˜˜”*°•. ... ¸.•°*”˜˜”*°•. ...•°*”˜˜”*°• live today,Don't depend too... Read more

  • sad

    5/27/2015 11:06:56 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    So I called my husband and got the answering machine.I told him I want to move back home and work things out and that he has til June 3rd our ann... Read more

  • just sad

    5/24/2015 4:34:09 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    i am trying really hard,im going to counselling n on meds n keeping busy,it just seems nothing is working and my family is laughing at my heart a... Read more

  • FEELING SAD AND BITTERSWEET

    5/22/2015 10:29:02 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I just called and talked to my husband,i'm not sure if i feel better or worse? there were things i wanted to say but couldn't because i did not w... Read more

  • Hello Everyone

    5/7/2015 1:29:56 PM, by ELAINEANNE1

    Yet again I have let myself down, I have gained a few pounds mostly though comfort eating, I know it is bad but just cannot help myself. I have ... Read more

  • be happy

    5/1/2015 7:36:40 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    trying not to let my depression demons get me...but it is really hard.though i wanted to just sit home and cry.i went out and had a good time.i k... Read more

  • pain and loss

    4/26/2015 10:35:54 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    PAIN AND LOSS Really struggling tonight. Bawling my eyes out. Just want someone to hold but I have no one. I've been in a toxic abusive marriage ... Read more

  • hopeful

    4/23/2015 10:49:02 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    i have not had a 5 dollar bill since feb,as my assistance from the state and government is pending!!!! i cant pay my rent ,get meds or buy my own... Read more

  • angry

    4/23/2015 9:54:46 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    The Real Me : I am feeling angry and full of rage this morning.Now that I left my abuser no one in the real world outside of these groups wants t... Read more

  • trash

    4/22/2015 7:08:20 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    feeling frustrated: this is really bothering me so i need advise please.I live with my landlady and she does my trash.she only has a trashcan i... Read more

  • my story

    4/22/2015 4:04:30 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    I've been writing again for the past couple of days and I realized something so simple today that I can't believe that I didn't realize before...... Read more

  • missing you

    4/21/2015 4:06:37 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I want him to know that I am the one who is done with him. I am the one who is choosing to kick him to the curb and I am the one who is choosing ... Read more

  • not really?

    4/19/2015 1:09:47 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    so sick of the abuse!!!!! when will i ever learn??i was invited last week for a cookout with my grandkids and i could not wait,now this morning m... Read more

  • o.k. when?

    4/19/2015 11:45:17 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    venting: I find when i get upset lately I get very angry and when i do i might think of over-eating like i use to do,so i vent instead!!!! what h... Read more

  • ouch

    4/18/2015 10:58:50 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    OUCH..... I am so grateful to be part a recovery group. Feeling very lonely today and haven't been able to connect with any of my local support ... Read more

  • one day soon

    4/17/2015 9:08:49 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    time.... memories to replace the ones that are in the front of vision. most of all, I dont think of it as a hole or something to fill. I think of... Read more

  • THIS TOO SHALL PASS BLOG

    4/11/2015 1:50:17 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    TRIGGER WARNING:THIS TOO SHALL PASS BLOG UPDATE: ......I just wanted maybe some advice or uplifting support..I am bipolar/depressive with PTSD. I... Read more

  • change this

    4/9/2015 8:29:31 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I feel like I will never be happy. I can never get my ex off my mind no matter what I do I have done what he always on my mind. I always worry ab... Read more

  • Day 2

    4/8/2015 11:11:40 PM, by BUBBLEGUM_FAIRY

    Ok, yesterday I did well. I went swimming at the Ymca and did some laps in the pool. I went on the exercise bike. Today, I have not done any exer... Read more

  • JUST RUN

    4/8/2015 6:38:34 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    I know a few people who are in some sort of an abusive relationship. Recently a woman died at her ex-husbands hands. She was dropping off their p... Read more

  • REALLY?

    4/7/2015 3:42:42 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    feeling very upset and full of anxiety today as i found out my daughter has been nice to my face and relocated me when i did not want her too and... Read more

  • Day ONE

    4/7/2015 1:19:03 PM, by BUBBLEGUM_FAIRY

    Ok, so today is the day I officially begin my journey again. First off, even if I don't get around to stopping by everyone's page individua... Read more

  • easter/not

    4/5/2015 11:26:43 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I called the house to talk to him thinking we could finally have closure...we could talk things out rationally...as adults do....but what I got w... Read more

  • hard day night

    4/5/2015 9:47:48 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    stayed in bed from noon to 9pm last night and stayed up for hours then slept 3 hours,wanted to go to church this morning but cant get a ride.no f... Read more

  • bad emotions

    4/4/2015 11:47:46 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    I feel like a big bum!!!! I have been gone from my home siince feb. with 0 income and all the help i have applyed for has not come threw so i can... Read more

  • TRY HARDER TODAY

    4/4/2015 8:11:56 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    I will try to keep my life calm & unruffled. This is my great task, to find peace & acquire serenity. I must not harbor disturbing thoughts. No m... Read more

  • new day

    4/3/2015 10:58:25 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I left him for the last time on Feb.14 2014., our anniversary!!!! He was extremely abusive and controlling. I mean we're talking borderline capti... Read more

  • home

    4/1/2015 8:43:30 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    I escaped 6 weeks ago and after a hospital stay!!!! he was very calm and polite, no real conversation between the 2 of us but it really pulled at... Read more

  • Where to go

    3/26/2015 9:05:53 PM, by BUBBLEGUM_FAIRY

    Somehow I have gotten very off track, and it has been many months since I have logged into spark. I got a laptop for my birthday this year ... Read more

  • FREEDOM ISN'T FREE

    3/25/2015 5:54:13 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    FREEDOM ISN'T FREE: My abuser/husband kicked/locked me out while i was in the hospital. I have envisioned this day, listened to the audio I have ... Read more

  • depression

    3/24/2015 4:46:36 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    What I hate most about anxiety is waking up with it. It’s like an emotional hangover – the first thing you feel before you open your eyes. I ... Read more

  • this to shall pass when?

    3/24/2015 7:24:34 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I feel like I have have spent the majority of my life either alone and neglected or under the thumb of the abuser at the time. There have been fl... Read more

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