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  • pain and loss

    4/26/2015 10:35:54 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    PAIN AND LOSS Really struggling tonight. Bawling my eyes out. Just want someone to hold but I have no one. I've been in a toxic abusive marriage ... Read more

  • hopeful

    4/23/2015 10:49:02 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    i have not had a 5 dollar bill since feb,as my assistance from the state and government is pending!!!! i cant pay my rent ,get meds or buy my own... Read more

  • angry

    4/23/2015 9:54:46 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    The Real Me : I am feeling angry and full of rage this morning.Now that I left my abuser no one in the real world outside of these groups wants t... Read more

  • trash

    4/22/2015 7:08:20 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    feeling frustrated: this is really bothering me so i need advise please.I live with my landlady and she does my trash.she only has a trashcan i... Read more

  • my story

    4/22/2015 4:04:30 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    I've been writing again for the past couple of days and I realized something so simple today that I can't believe that I didn't realize before...... Read more

  • missing you

    4/21/2015 4:06:37 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I want him to know that I am the one who is done with him. I am the one who is choosing to kick him to the curb and I am the one who is choosing ... Read more

  • not really?

    4/19/2015 1:09:47 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    so sick of the abuse!!!!! when will i ever learn??i was invited last week for a cookout with my grandkids and i could not wait,now this morning m... Read more

  • o.k. when?

    4/19/2015 11:45:17 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    venting: I find when i get upset lately I get very angry and when i do i might think of over-eating like i use to do,so i vent instead!!!! what h... Read more

  • ouch

    4/18/2015 10:58:50 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    OUCH..... I am so grateful to be part a recovery group. Feeling very lonely today and haven't been able to connect with any of my local support ... Read more

  • one day soon

    4/17/2015 9:08:49 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    time.... memories to replace the ones that are in the front of vision. most of all, I dont think of it as a hole or something to fill. I think of... Read more

  • THIS TOO SHALL PASS BLOG

    4/11/2015 1:50:17 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    TRIGGER WARNING:THIS TOO SHALL PASS BLOG UPDATE: ......I just wanted maybe some advice or uplifting support..I am bipolar/depressive with PTSD. I... Read more

  • change this

    4/9/2015 8:29:31 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I feel like I will never be happy. I can never get my ex off my mind no matter what I do I have done what he always on my mind. I always worry ab... Read more

  • Day 2

    4/8/2015 11:11:40 PM, by BUBBLEGUM_FAIRY

    Ok, yesterday I did well. I went swimming at the Ymca and did some laps in the pool. I went on the exercise bike. Today, I have not done any exer... Read more

  • JUST RUN

    4/8/2015 6:38:34 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    I know a few people who are in some sort of an abusive relationship. Recently a woman died at her ex-husbands hands. She was dropping off their p... Read more

  • REALLY?

    4/7/2015 3:42:42 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    feeling very upset and full of anxiety today as i found out my daughter has been nice to my face and relocated me when i did not want her too and... Read more

  • Day ONE

    4/7/2015 1:19:03 PM, by BUBBLEGUM_FAIRY

    Ok, so today is the day I officially begin my journey again. First off, even if I don't get around to stopping by everyone's page individua... Read more

  • easter/not

    4/5/2015 11:26:43 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I called the house to talk to him thinking we could finally have closure...we could talk things out rationally...as adults do....but what I got w... Read more

  • hard day night

    4/5/2015 9:47:48 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    stayed in bed from noon to 9pm last night and stayed up for hours then slept 3 hours,wanted to go to church this morning but cant get a ride.no f... Read more

  • bad emotions

    4/4/2015 11:47:46 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    I feel like a big bum!!!! I have been gone from my home siince feb. with 0 income and all the help i have applyed for has not come threw so i can... Read more

  • TRY HARDER TODAY

    4/4/2015 8:11:56 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    I will try to keep my life calm & unruffled. This is my great task, to find peace & acquire serenity. I must not harbor disturbing thoughts. No m... Read more

  • new day

    4/3/2015 10:58:25 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I left him for the last time on Feb.14 2014., our anniversary!!!! He was extremely abusive and controlling. I mean we're talking borderline capti... Read more

  • home

    4/1/2015 8:43:30 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    I escaped 6 weeks ago and after a hospital stay!!!! he was very calm and polite, no real conversation between the 2 of us but it really pulled at... Read more

  • Where to go

    3/26/2015 9:05:53 PM, by BUBBLEGUM_FAIRY

    Somehow I have gotten very off track, and it has been many months since I have logged into spark. I got a laptop for my birthday this year ... Read more

  • FREEDOM ISN'T FREE

    3/25/2015 5:54:13 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    FREEDOM ISN'T FREE: My abuser/husband kicked/locked me out while i was in the hospital. I have envisioned this day, listened to the audio I have ... Read more

  • depression

    3/24/2015 4:46:36 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    What I hate most about anxiety is waking up with it. It’s like an emotional hangover – the first thing you feel before you open your eyes. I ... Read more

  • this to shall pass when?

    3/24/2015 7:24:34 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I feel like I have have spent the majority of my life either alone and neglected or under the thumb of the abuser at the time. There have been fl... Read more

  • home is where the heart is.

    3/21/2015 4:57:07 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I feel like the little boy that cryed wolf.I asked my daughter many times when my husband and i would disagree to come and rescue me and help me ... Read more

  • not in my own skin

    3/20/2015 8:34:36 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I feel like flying out of my own skin this morning. As soon as I feel I am getting a handle on this being homesick a panic attack comes screaming... Read more

  • home

    3/20/2015 7:52:47 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    crap,its been over a month n i still just want to go home.i dont want to feel like this one more day!!!!!.i want to be over it or go home !!!!!!!... Read more

  • better when?

    3/19/2015 7:30:32 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    Well it seems the candy factory in my head is busted so don't expect to get anything sugar-coated from me today and tomorrow doesn't look too pro... Read more

  • do i stay or do i go?

    3/18/2015 5:21:47 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    big fight with my daughter today because i feel like i want to return back home.she said if i do i will look crazy and be worthless and a piece o... Read more

  • I am back, after a very, very long break.

    3/9/2015 8:22:12 AM, by GREASE31

    I am back, after a very, very long break, which seeems to, have lasted forever, & @ times, has felt like, it!!!! !!!! !!!!. Recently i have... Read more

  • I'm Back!

    2/27/2015 6:13:42 PM, by KUYATEH

    HELP! I need surgery and my Dr will not do it until I lose a lot of weight. I am in the process of trying to get the stomach reduction surgery. I... Read more

  • I did not realise it had been so long

    2/22/2015 12:17:13 PM, by ELAINEANNE1

    Unfortunately for the last 2+ weeks I have a chest infection so not done much, I did go swimming a couple of times but could only manage 30 mins,... Read more

  • blessed

    2/22/2015 7:54:27 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    "A friend who understands your tears is much more valuable than a lot of friends who only know your smile" .feeling grateful for you all in my li... Read more

  • YES I CAN

    2/20/2015 5:51:37 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    Change 'I CAN'T' into 'I CAN' and pretty soon you will say 'I DID'." Everything starts with the ABSOLUTE BELIEF that you can do things. Once you ... Read more

  • gratitude

    2/16/2015 7:18:31 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I love my life. I love my kids and 7 grand daughters. I love my wonderfully amazing husband Joe. I may have extreme ups and downs, and some days... Read more

  • FOOD ADDICTION INSIGHT

    2/14/2015 4:44:15 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    food addiction insight Sometimes our emotions make that magic switch from no real focus on food, mindless snacks and very little activity to wa... Read more

  • sick of being sick

    2/11/2015 1:01:32 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    For about the past 12 months, I have done nothing but cough up phlegm. My doctor has no idea what causes it, my x-rays and scans have all been cl... Read more

  • today

    2/11/2015 10:56:52 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    There's nothing you can do about the past. But, you can do a great deal about your future. You don't have to be the same person you were yesterda... Read more

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