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Still missing... I just got a dress!

Thursday, February 12, 2009      8 comments

So, by virtue of me standing around socializing at work, I got a dress given to me. BWAHAHA. It's kind of amazing because it's a size medium and it appears to be long enough to avoid scandal. We were discussing the fact that we're s... Read more

Still missing.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009      6 comments

So, I've had some rough days lately, and rough moments, but outside of those moments I am truly feeling a lot better. I've had some good epiphanies and I feel in control of things to a certain extent again. And I also feel I'm getting to a pla... Read more

Still missing, doing pretty ok.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009      5 comments

So last night I had an internal battle of the wills for a moment to stay within range, but I DID IT. And today might have been tough, but by planning out dinner I think I've figured out how to make a very filling dinner for few calories and... Read more

Still missing....

Monday, February 09, 2009      3 comments

... sorry if I let my ugly out with that rant, but I had to get it out of my head. And now it's over. I'm feeling SLIGHTLY more head screwed on straight. About to head to BAND and then the GYM. I'm quite sore from yesterday's video! Es... Read more

All the well-intentioned people...

Monday, February 09, 2009      4 comments

... who suggest someone took in my dog without attempting to find the owner... Just fill me with anger. What moronic hillbilly person is going to just take someone's dog and make no attempts AT ALL to find the owner? If they made the BARE... Read more

Still missing...

Friday, February 06, 2009      9 comments

... and I'm just. Not quite right. I'm being more productive at work, I'm getting in my workouts... but everything just feels less good. It's like I have this anxiety gnawing at me in the background and I feel this constant need to be... Read more

Roscoe still missing... Birthday was good.

Wednesday, February 04, 2009      16 comments

The best news? Water Aerobics rocks. :D Can be a totally good workout -- it all depends on what you put into it. I got a 502 calorie burn for 49 minutes -- average heart rate 146 and max of 175. And the instructor says I was probably working... Read more

I'm feeling so much better...

Sunday, February 01, 2009      13 comments

... that I'm completely reassured this must have been the right decision, even though it's pretty much the hardest thing DH and I have ever had to do. I mean, we just went through missing our dog through no choice of our own, and now we're ... Read more

Life is officially the worst thing.

Saturday, January 31, 2009      17 comments

We had to take Columbus back because my DH who is home most of the time could not handle a new puppy and trying to work on his dissertation at the same time. Plus he loved being outdoors and DH did not feel this meshed well enough with our curr... Read more

Still missing...

Thursday, January 29, 2009      7 comments

Eating's been ok -- haven't been diligently tracking exact numbers but I'm almost 100% certain I've been within range each day. Missed a workout yesterday due to being struck with an awful stomach bug, but now it's gone and I got a jog/walk... Read more

Roscoe still missing... Pictures of Columbus!

Tuesday, January 27, 2009      26 comments

I MISS ROSCOE. But Columbus is... Read more

Still missing Roscoe... have a new dog!

Monday, January 26, 2009      12 comments

So.... DH adopted him today while I was at work, but we met him this weekend at the Adoption Center in our local pet store while reviewing their bulletin board to make sure our flyer was still visible and checking out for any found dog flyers. ... Read more

Still missing...

Wednesday, January 21, 2009      20 comments

So... I had THE most traumatic experience today. I thought I found Roscoe's dead body. :( I didn't want to look up close, but the dog had markings almost identical to his, and the head was not visible from afar, so I called my DH and h... Read more

Still missing, good workout last night.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009      12 comments

So... yeah. I think I'm starting to DEAL a little better. Be slightly productive and less anxious and paranoid. I actually had a REAL LEGITIMATE gigglefest last night at band rehearsal because my neighbor said "sackbutts" (the old german... Read more

Still missing, I'm doing alright.

Monday, January 19, 2009      12 comments

RAIHAISHTG. It's still really really hard, but I think that I'm getting better at compartmentalizing at times and not turning to food for comfort and all that good stuff. I didn't get all my calorie burn in last week, unless I manage... Read more

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