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It took every ounce of my will power but I did it...

Monday, November 07, 2011      3 comments

...I fought off a panic attack before it got a hold :-) It was day time and I don't think I would have had the same success if it happened in the middle of the night but it's still a positive. We went out to watch the fireworks display on 5... Read more

Positive Diet Changes

Wednesday, November 02, 2011      1 comments

Yesterday my online grocery order was delivered so that means today I have lots of good food in the house, I have made an effort to eat protein with every meal or snack (I did this as much as I could last week too but needed the shopping to real... Read more

Grounding myself

Saturday, October 29, 2011      5 comments

Since the panic attack last week I felt on edge all of the time so the last few days I have concentrated on grounding myself. By this I mean noticing all the things around me, my feet on the floor the sounds in the room I'm in, the smells. I did... Read more

Had a panic attack in the middle of the night

Friday, October 21, 2011      7 comments

Last night the washing machine made a load clunking noise (it was overloaded - not a major problem) but when it made the noise I was drifting off to sleep and thinking about when I got hit off my pushbike. I wrote a blog about the accident and h... Read more

A better day

Thursday, October 13, 2011      2 comments

Last night we decided to try using the fetal heart rate monitor we bought to try and hear the babys pulse. We weren't holding out much hope as we knew they can take a bit of getting used to before you can easily find the heart beat, but we got a... Read more

Feeling a bit down

Wednesday, October 12, 2011      7 comments

I've been feeling a bit strange the last few days and it's got me to thinking about the whole of my pregnancy so far. I can't say I've felt good for more the a day maybe two at a time. I'm sleeping a lot, I broke my record yesterday when I slept... Read more

I felt the baby!!

Wednesday, October 05, 2011      5 comments

The last few days I've been feeling a bit strange, I can't put my finger on it, it's not a good or bad feeling but it's off putting. When I lie still I can feel a strange sensation in my uterus, like my tummy's about to rumble but obviously it's... Read more

Scared... but in a good way

Saturday, October 01, 2011      2 comments

Everything I've ever done that has really been worth doing has scared me. When I look back over some of the things I have achieved every one of them has made me feel more than just out of my comfort zone. I have ran a half marathon (when I start... Read more

Progress :-)

Thursday, September 29, 2011      2 comments

I went swimming today and managed 40 lengths! (1km) Ok so I was a bit slower than usual and had to stop for a few mins rest twice but I don't care I felt so good to be exercising for more than 10 mins. I'm normally the one who'll try to swim fas... Read more


Friday, September 23, 2011      5 comments

I've been on a high all day after seeing my baby bouncing around on the ultrasound! As soon as she put the scan thingy on my belly the baby flickered up on the screen and my heart rate doubled and Icouldn't stop the tears rolling down my cheeks.... Read more

A more positive outlook...

Wednesday, September 21, 2011      1 comments

I'm feeling a little bit more positive today, I went to my music lesson which always sets me up good for the rest of the day. Before that I packed away all my non pregnancy clothes that don't fit me properly and they can go in the attic so it's ... Read more

A little advice please...

Tuesday, September 20, 2011      4 comments

I've realised that recently I have been avoiding going outside whenever I can. I was made redundant at the end of July and going back even further to last november I was hit off my bike while cycling home. I became more worried about being injur... Read more

Got a Date for my Scan!

Monday, September 12, 2011      3 comments

I'm so excited, I've just had a letter from the hospital with my scan appointment. It's a week on Friday (23rd) so the next week or two is going to feel like an age! I can't wait to see my baby for the first time! Read more

Finding my direction

Tuesday, September 06, 2011      3 comments

Ok, I'm approaching the end of my first trimester and starting to feel a bit more normal. But over these first weeks of pregnancy I've noticed that I would rather stay in the house than go out, I even put off a trip to the shops for way too long... Read more

First Midwife Appointment Soon :-)

Wednesday, August 31, 2011      1 comments

I can't believe it, I've actually got a midwife appointment, it starting to feel real now emoticon It was the news I... Read more

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