You Could Call This Good News (pics)
so... You all know how i love pics (or im learning to love them)... they say so much more than I could ever articulate...
My Weight has fluctuated SO much over the last 5 years... but im most definetly at my biggest right now... I was look... Read more
I have fallen into a depression that I am more embarrassed of than my weight itself...
I have accepted that everyone gets to see me everyday,..they know what I look like,..I cannot hide my physical being...so instead I have hidden my inner pai... Read more
Facebook and the damn tagged photos!
Sooo, some more depressing pics popped up on facebook..
I love having fun, and l love pictures that are evidence of that,
and I never, well rarely, untag a photo of myself, but my pride is tested at when pics like these show up...( and of co... Read more
Two Depressing pictures for the record.
The Above picture shows me sitting kinda secluded at a party... Now, dont get me wrong I have A lot of fun with my friends, and loosen up a lot, but for wh... Read more
So... some thoughts...
for whatever reason, ive lost a few pounds...
ive been partying a lot but doing nothing else out of the usual..
but, im no where close to even a legimate improval...
I really need to get myself together, but I just... Read more
So yet again, I have staggered off my path.. How could anyone believe anything i say anymore,..is there any reason to.. I really plan on this being it.. but im not dedicated to a plan yet.. i feel horrible to say this..but my life is so chaotic... Read more
Running Shoes. please help! XD
I've been working on the treadmill more than ever before, which is good and in a week I've gone from being able to run one consecutive minute and feeling ill and having side pains, to running three minutes with no side pain.. But.. I am flat foo... Read more
Feeling the Good ol' burn.
Last night, me and my roomate, worked out, and then formed a routine,... entitled "hell".. It works on all the essentials, and we document improvement in cardio, bench, sit-ups, push ups, and more. Im excited for it, one day soon, i will give y... Read more
So I finally Got myself a gym membership, and i worked out for two days in a roll, and was feeling good, but then a long weekend put me on pause...
Im not really worried about it, Im going here in a few, for my third work-out since my trip ... Read more
Just an update..
not much to say..or report..
i feel stuck, and I really feel like life has an incredible way of
bringing you down, no matter how dedicated you go into something..
i come to this site as often as i can for not having internet,
so i can se... Read more
I have pretty much put my diet on pause. Its hard to admit, but its true.
The Sad thing about it is, that ive been thinking about it constantly..
Thinking.. I CAN NOT WAIT TO WORK OUT. I cant wait to get back on track..
So..AS SOON AS ... Read more
Things are better!
I finally started working, and I really enjoy the management and co-workers. This is the happiest Ive ever been with a job.
Joe (my BFF) got bailed out of jail in time to finish school, and he will be finished on December 17th. After he f... Read more
Seriously, feeling like it is not meant to be
Last time I wrote,
I had just moved, and my transfer wasnt through and I didnt have anywhere to stay...
one week later,...My transfer is still not through,
actually the very next day after my last blog, I was sleeping i... Read more
Life always gets in the way.
I want this to be my one concern, the only thing I focus on..
but of course,...I still have to go to work, pay bills, shower, eat, sleep...
I was finally dealing with it all, i had managed to conform my life into a daily routine allowing... Read more