So, I didn't actually do the pictures...
It felt like a good plan. I work at a preschool. And everyday I eat lunch in a room filled with other women and I haven't had the courage to take a picture of my lunch in front of them. Everyone will question me. So I'm a chicken. I should try t... Read more
Accountability Food Pics 11/25/17
Well, I tried. I only had my phone on me while traveling. I took photos of food, but I couldn't post them.
I ate a lot...I hurt the next two days after thanksgiving. Than I binged again. For the record, it was a good visit with family and ... Read more
Yep, I gained a whole bunch of weight back
Because...gluttony. Obviously. That's what I do.
Well, I'm going to try something different. Post a picture of every single thing I eat. Everyday.
This might be very boring, but maybe I will get a reality check...
Or I'll lose int... Read more
Woohoo! 30 pounds
Okay, this last 10 pounds felt like an eternity to lose. And I'm excited to say that the last 2 pounds were lost on vacation.
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Woohoo! 20 pounds lost!
I'm excited! Weight loss feels so slow day to day. But now I'm down 20 and I'm not starving. So I'm so grateful!
I'm excited about this next few to go. Reaching 160 is my first big goal. I only have 8 pounds to get there.... Read more
So we never actually bought the scale...
All that worry for nothing. I did get some great advice and encouragement though. So I am still grateful.
I read an interesting book called "Brain over Binge" this week. I think it was something I really needed right now. I do have a histor... Read more
Fear of a (new) scale
My husband and I are buying a new scale today. This old one is nearly dead. But oh man do I dread stepping on a new one. I've weighed myself on other peoples scales and they always read much higher, like 5 pounds. Which means my starting weight ... Read more
I'm still the same
Yep, I'm still fat, anxious and occasionally around.
But I'll try again.... Read more
Anxiety, Panic, and Self-Esteem?
I have a real struggle with anxiety and panic attacks. I have for years. I think it grew worse after my husband was diagnosed with cancer. I think my last bit of feeling hopeful and secure was ripped out from under me that day. He got better, ou... Read more
It's supposed to hurt (A little)
I didn't realize how spoiled to comfort I had become. I "couldn't" run because it didn't feel good. I "couldn't" diet because it made me uncomfortable. Only I didn't see it as merely uncomfortable or not feeling good. I thought I was dying when ... Read more
My turn to be an inspiration! (Tough Mudder)
My sister, who is younger and thinner than me, told my I am an inspiration to her!!!!!!
Saturday... Read more
Oh my, there has been life altering events. Luckily, we are all alive. It was more of a marital problem. One of the big ones, but rather too private to discuss here. I needed time to sort it out. Diet be darned. I will try to get back into thing... Read more
I wasn't very good this weekend. We went to a Wild West Festival on Saturday with some friends that ended us up at a Mexican restaurant where I ate Fajitas. Then Sunday I ate 3½ biscuits at Popeyes, with chicken, and some rice and a few fries an... Read more
Well darn, I accidentally ate wheat
It really was a thoughtless mistake. My good friend and neighbor made me dinner tonight. I delicious meatloaf, home made fries and broccoli. It was wonderful. But duh! What is in meatloaf. Bread. In this case, Triskets of all things. I didn't ev... Read more
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10 days low carb
No bread, no pasta, no rice, no donuts, or other sweets. Despite that, I am enjoying the this early ... Read more