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It's been too long

Wednesday, June 11, 2014      3 comments

I haven't been here in a while. Through my leave I have graduated college with honors and I have been accepted to Montclair State. I graduated with a 3.4 GPA and a wealth of new knowledge and experience. Through all of my schooling I put my heal... Read more

It's been a while..

Friday, April 26, 2013      6 comments

I am trying to get back on track but it's so very hard. HELP!... Read more

Life is beautiful, but hard.

Saturday, September 22, 2012      9 comments

I know that I've not been on in a long time. I know that many of you care about me. I am having a hard time with the loss of my mother. VERY hard. I have been up and down with my weight. Life is just so hard. Love you all.... Read more

ugh!

Saturday, July 28, 2012      5 comments

I went bike riding and messed up my back terribly. I went 3 days ago and it's hurting worse than when I first hurt it. I have also been sick, bladder infection that I am on the second round of antibiotics for. I AM in good spirits, regardless. I... Read more

My sister is getting to me.

Sunday, July 01, 2012      11 comments

She is so lazy!!!!! She asks me to get up for her and get her something.When I say no she begs! If she put the same amount of energy in begging me to do stupid stuff for her shw wouldnt need to be so lazy. I cannot describe how angry I am right... Read more

I found my spark.

Wednesday, June 06, 2012      14 comments

emoticon Thanks to my brother!!!!! He has l... Read more

Random thoughts

Monday, June 04, 2012      9 comments

Lately I have been feeling sad and tired; so unmotivational. I gained 2.8 pounds. I do not know what my problem is, really. I am mourning still, of course. I don't feel absolutley terrible. Just forlourn. I went to a friends house this weekend..... Read more

Reporting with great relief

Tuesday, May 15, 2012      6 comments

All I needed was a long and good sleep. I did not realize that I was not getting enough adequate sleep. My cat was the culprit. She keeps me awake at night. I slept until 11 and then went back to sleep until 2. Yes I felt lazy but this was all I... Read more

severe fatigue

Sunday, May 06, 2012      9 comments

I wish I knew how to comabt this tired feeling I ALWAYS have. I sleep enough, but when I when I wake up in the morning I feel completely as if I have been up all night. I am getting increadably frustrated! I have so much to do but I feel as if ... Read more

I feel terrible!

Thursday, May 03, 2012      9 comments

I feel this way because I do NOT want to complain but I am that type of person and I hate it! I hate my excess weight! I hate it when it's pointed out that I'm unhealthy! I KNOW! I am TRYING! I want to curse scream cry and hide! I am so fed up w... Read more

This is a letter I found that my mother wrote to me.

Wednesday, April 04, 2012      13 comments

Kathy, You are so much more mature then you realize. You are now able to see the big picture and that is a good thing. Knowing that you will be better prepared for college is great!!! But like I said to you before college ca... Read more

What? yay!

Sunday, April 01, 2012      15 comments

I lost 1.8 pounds today even after going to my Gramma's and eating not so good. I'm happy! As for everything else, I'm doing alright. I had to watch a movie in Psych that made me cry.. ALOT! It's called Seven Pounds.. And oh with my life c... Read more

Nice day

Saturday, March 24, 2012      7 comments

Today is gorgeous! I went for a walk and bought breakfast. I love this weather! I am feeling less lethargic than I was. I woke up much earlier than usual and I feel tired but not exhausted. Read more

First of the march 14th(her bday) w/o my mother

Wednesday, March 14, 2012      17 comments

This is a picture of my beautiful mom who passed away on 11/25/11. Today is her birthday and I miss her especially today. Thanks to a good Sp friend who I've been talking wit... Read more

In need of help!

Friday, March 09, 2012      14 comments

I am doing pretty badly, not the worst I've ever been, but bad enough! I NEED motivation and support. Support is not lacking, actually, I just need to seek it out. I feel guilty but I really am addicted to food! I'm not excersising at all.... Read more


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