I created a online membership to a dating site to get my mind off of Aaron. At first it worked. The men are nice and tell me I am all kinds of beauitful.
I just realized that I am so messed up. I miss him so much. I would choose having our... Read more
Aaron and I have been through a lot together. Ups and downs. Fighting. Being homeless.
Yesterday at 9:21 pm he showed up. Dropped off our van (that is in my name) took his bag with some clothing and his PS3 and left.
He is tired of m... Read more
Alright I am a stong person. I am aways here doing the right thing and encouraging others. I have let my eating slip up and I put some weight back on. Now this week I have been good. I have eat really good and stayed under my calories. Today I w... Read more
You read that right. Tomorrow is the new today. Quit telling yourself oh I do that tomorrow. I will try a spark recipe tomorrow. I will work out tomorrow. Tomorrow I will eat better. Today we can do all them things. Today I will try a new sparkr... Read more
My goals for this next week:
Get in 500 mins of fitness.
Start my EA2 account back up.
Get some Resistant/ weight training done atleast 3 times
Get back on track with my fitness. Both of the boys will be at school starti... Read more
I guess there is a point when you realize all the people around dont matter as much as yourself. The people I hang out with do not get that I am trying to get healthy. I am a mom and I have to take care of my children. I am not single and do not... Read more
Well I have not fallen off the wagon. I am doing really well. Except for a burger here and there on the trip I did amazing. (I like wopper jrs without mayo from burger king, 290 calories).. As for the trip we broke down. UGH we got about 20 mins... Read more
So I dont know if you have picked this up from my posts but I am moving across the country on July 20th. I will be out of commision and off of sparkpeople for 3-4 days. I will try to catch up on all my wonderful friends when I return. I love and... Read more
WARNING this blog is graphic. I am telling the truth after coming to terms in therapy a few years ago.....
The fist time I ever remember being abused by a man is when I was five years old. I was trusting and he was older. I didn't know ... Read more
Ok friends. I know a lot of you are big readers like me. What is on your summer reading list this year? What are you currently reading? What is your all time favorite book or series?
I am currently reading:
The Seer, it is about a te... Read more
I hate that I want junk food. It gives me this intense sugar rush only to have a crash and want more junk. Today I ate a 100 calorie cookie that I let my son get for helping my parents move. Well In the package there are about 10 of them. I ate ... Read more