I guess I am finding out that a lot of men out there just want sex. Although I do agree sex is a big part of a relationship it isn't everything and I am no where near ready yet.
Three days ago my ex got mad at me for something I did and to... Read more
I have decided to move on and start dating. Well I was just looking and talking to guys untiI got the most amazing response from a guy. I got instant giggles. I just felt something.
I am going out tomorrow with adults. Hoping getting to se... Read more
I created a online membership to a dating site to get my mind off of Aaron. At first it worked. The men are nice and tell me I am all kinds of beauitful.
I just realized that I am so messed up. I miss him so much. I would choose having our... Read more
Aaron and I have been through a lot together. Ups and downs. Fighting. Being homeless.
Yesterday at 9:21 pm he showed up. Dropped off our van (that is in my name) took his bag with some clothing and his PS3 and left.
He is tired of m... Read more
Alright I am a stong person. I am aways here doing the right thing and encouraging others. I have let my eating slip up and I put some weight back on. Now this week I have been good. I have eat really good and stayed under my calories. Today I w... Read more
You read that right. Tomorrow is the new today. Quit telling yourself oh I do that tomorrow. I will try a spark recipe tomorrow. I will work out tomorrow. Tomorrow I will eat better. Today we can do all them things. Today I will try a new sparkr... Read more
My goals for this next week:
Get in 500 mins of fitness.
Start my EA2 account back up.
Get some Resistant/ weight training done atleast 3 times
Get back on track with my fitness. Both of the boys will be at school starti... Read more
I guess there is a point when you realize all the people around dont matter as much as yourself. The people I hang out with do not get that I am trying to get healthy. I am a mom and I have to take care of my children. I am not single and do not... Read more
Well I have not fallen off the wagon. I am doing really well. Except for a burger here and there on the trip I did amazing. (I like wopper jrs without mayo from burger king, 290 calories).. As for the trip we broke down. UGH we got about 20 mins... Read more
So I dont know if you have picked this up from my posts but I am moving across the country on July 20th. I will be out of commision and off of sparkpeople for 3-4 days. I will try to catch up on all my wonderful friends when I return. I love and... Read more
WARNING this blog is graphic. I am telling the truth after coming to terms in therapy a few years ago.....
The fist time I ever remember being abused by a man is when I was five years old. I was trusting and he was older. I didn't know ... Read more