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Being punished

Thursday, July 26, 2012      6 comments

Sometimes I feel what we go through is a form of punishment. I seen my ex and his gf at the store today. I felt so sick to my stomach. Everything came rushing back. The hurt and the pain that I thought I was through with. I know I... Read more

Starting Fresh

Sunday, July 22, 2012      7 comments

I've realized I use food for comfort. Food hasn't ever left me. It hasn't ever let me down. I need to start fresh TODAY and eat healthy. My goals: Workout atleast 3 hours a week. I am working part time at the moment. This wi... Read more

being addicted to food

Wednesday, April 18, 2012      11 comments

I am addicted to food. the look. the smell. how it tastes. i don't think people realize they are addicted. i do and i am. i have been going strong eating healthy for three days. it is so hard to stay on track. one sight and smell can trigger it.... Read more

6 months

Monday, April 09, 2012      3 comments

I haven't really been on here much. I am have been trying to keep my weight on a steady downward spiral. It is not working very well. I am going through school and I have 12 weeks left until I graduate. It has now been 6 months since my ex... Read more

Down two pounds and sick

Sunday, November 20, 2011      2 comments

Oh man I feel like death has warmed me over. atleast I slept good last night. I passed out early and woke up at 6am on the dot. I am down 2 pounds that is good. I did NOT get any workouts in last week. This week I am going to consint... Read more

What is to be expected.

Friday, November 11, 2011      6 comments

I guess I am finding out that a lot of men out there just want sex. Although I do agree sex is a big part of a relationship it isn't everything and I am no where near ready yet. Three days ago my ex got mad at me for something I did and to... Read more

moving on and dating

Friday, October 21, 2011      4 comments

I have decided to move on and start dating. Well I was just looking and talking to guys untiI got the most amazing response from a guy. I got instant giggles. I just felt something. I am going out tomorrow with adults. Hoping getting to se... Read more

up and down

Monday, October 17, 2011      4 comments

I created a online membership to a dating site to get my mind off of Aaron. At first it worked. The men are nice and tell me I am all kinds of beauitful. I just realized that I am so messed up. I miss him so much. I would choose having our... Read more

He left me

Friday, October 14, 2011      24 comments

Aaron and I have been through a lot together. Ups and downs. Fighting. Being homeless. Yesterday at 9:21 pm he showed up. Dropped off our van (that is in my name) took his bag with some clothing and his PS3 and left. He is tired of m... Read more

Scale and blame

Monday, October 03, 2011      7 comments

First off let me start off by staying the scale has went the wrong way yet again. It is all my fault though. I haven't been good yet again. emoticonRead more

Breaking down

Saturday, September 24, 2011      9 comments

Alright I am a stong person. I am aways here doing the right thing and encouraging others. I have let my eating slip up and I put some weight back on. Now this week I have been good. I have eat really good and stayed under my calories. Today I w... Read more

Tomorrow is the new Today

Sunday, September 11, 2011      3 comments

You read that right. Tomorrow is the new today. Quit telling yourself oh I do that tomorrow. I will try a spark recipe tomorrow. I will work out tomorrow. Tomorrow I will eat better. Today we can do all them things. Today I will try a new sparkr... Read more

Goals

Thursday, September 08, 2011      3 comments

My goals for this next week: Get in 500 mins of fitness. Start my EA2 account back up. Get some Resistant/ weight training done atleast 3 times Run. Get back on track with my fitness. Both of the boys will be at school starti... Read more

my friends are all in my computer

Thursday, July 28, 2011      5 comments

I guess there is a point when you realize all the people around dont matter as much as yourself. The people I hang out with do not get that I am trying to get healthy. I am a mom and I have to take care of my children. I am not single and do not... Read more

I'mmmm Bacccckkkkk

Monday, July 25, 2011      5 comments

Well I have not fallen off the wagon. I am doing really well. Except for a burger here and there on the trip I did amazing. (I like wopper jrs without mayo from burger king, 290 calories).. As for the trip we broke down. UGH we got about 20 mins... Read more


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