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What is to be expected.

Friday, November 11, 2011      6 comments

I guess I am finding out that a lot of men out there just want sex. Although I do agree sex is a big part of a relationship it isn't everything and I am no where near ready yet. Three days ago my ex got mad at me for something I did and to... Read more

moving on and dating

Friday, October 21, 2011      4 comments

I have decided to move on and start dating. Well I was just looking and talking to guys untiI got the most amazing response from a guy. I got instant giggles. I just felt something. I am going out tomorrow with adults. Hoping getting to se... Read more

up and down

Monday, October 17, 2011      4 comments

I created a online membership to a dating site to get my mind off of Aaron. At first it worked. The men are nice and tell me I am all kinds of beauitful. I just realized that I am so messed up. I miss him so much. I would choose having our... Read more

He left me

Friday, October 14, 2011      24 comments

Aaron and I have been through a lot together. Ups and downs. Fighting. Being homeless. Yesterday at 9:21 pm he showed up. Dropped off our van (that is in my name) took his bag with some clothing and his PS3 and left. He is tired of m... Read more

Scale and blame

Monday, October 03, 2011      7 comments

First off let me start off by staying the scale has went the wrong way yet again. It is all my fault though. I haven't been good yet again. emoticonRead more

Breaking down

Saturday, September 24, 2011      9 comments

Alright I am a stong person. I am aways here doing the right thing and encouraging others. I have let my eating slip up and I put some weight back on. Now this week I have been good. I have eat really good and stayed under my calories. Today I w... Read more

Tomorrow is the new Today

Sunday, September 11, 2011      3 comments

You read that right. Tomorrow is the new today. Quit telling yourself oh I do that tomorrow. I will try a spark recipe tomorrow. I will work out tomorrow. Tomorrow I will eat better. Today we can do all them things. Today I will try a new sparkr... Read more


Thursday, September 08, 2011      3 comments

My goals for this next week: Get in 500 mins of fitness. Start my EA2 account back up. Get some Resistant/ weight training done atleast 3 times Run. Get back on track with my fitness. Both of the boys will be at school starti... Read more

my friends are all in my computer

Thursday, July 28, 2011      5 comments

I guess there is a point when you realize all the people around dont matter as much as yourself. The people I hang out with do not get that I am trying to get healthy. I am a mom and I have to take care of my children. I am not single and do not... Read more

I'mmmm Bacccckkkkk

Monday, July 25, 2011      5 comments

Well I have not fallen off the wagon. I am doing really well. Except for a burger here and there on the trip I did amazing. (I like wopper jrs without mayo from burger king, 290 calories).. As for the trip we broke down. UGH we got about 20 mins... Read more

Moving across the country

Monday, July 18, 2011      4 comments

So I dont know if you have picked this up from my posts but I am moving across the country on July 20th. I will be out of commision and off of sparkpeople for 3-4 days. I will try to catch up on all my wonderful friends when I return. I love and... Read more

confession: Trust, confidence, and Abuse

Saturday, July 16, 2011      4 comments

WARNING this blog is graphic. I am telling the truth after coming to terms in therapy a few years ago..... The fist time I ever remember being abused by a man is when I was five years old. I was trusting and he was older. I didn't know ... Read more

I got it

Friday, July 15, 2011      3 comments

Something that I have been working toward since 2008.... I finally got sparkpeople motivator. It means a lot to me. I got my nails done to celebrate. Thank you ... Read more

songs that make me want to move

Thursday, July 14, 2011      2 comments feel free to post yours...... Read more

Wii accessories

Wednesday, July 06, 2011      5 comments

Yesterday I got new workout toys... lol I got some wii calorie burn kit that includes 4" Fitness Step, pair of 1 lb. gloves and medium resistance band. The step for the bot... Read more

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