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Moving across the country

Monday, July 18, 2011      4 comments

So I dont know if you have picked this up from my posts but I am moving across the country on July 20th. I will be out of commision and off of sparkpeople for 3-4 days. I will try to catch up on all my wonderful friends when I return. I love and... Read more

confession: Trust, confidence, and Abuse

Saturday, July 16, 2011      4 comments

WARNING this blog is graphic. I am telling the truth after coming to terms in therapy a few years ago..... The fist time I ever remember being abused by a man is when I was five years old. I was trusting and he was older. I didn't know ... Read more

I got it

Friday, July 15, 2011      3 comments

Something that I have been working toward since 2008.... I finally got sparkpeople motivator. It means a lot to me. I got my nails done to celebrate. Thank you ... Read more

songs that make me want to move

Thursday, July 14, 2011      2 comments feel free to post yours...... Read more

Wii accessories

Wednesday, July 06, 2011      5 comments

Yesterday I got new workout toys... lol I got some wii calorie burn kit that includes 4" Fitness Step, pair of 1 lb. gloves and medium resistance band. The step for the bot... Read more

Summer Reading

Friday, July 01, 2011      1 comments

Ok friends. I know a lot of you are big readers like me. What is on your summer reading list this year? What are you currently reading? What is your all time favorite book or series? I am currently reading: The Seer, it is about a te... Read more

UGH I want to make cookies and eat the whole batch

Wednesday, June 29, 2011      6 comments

I hate that I want junk food. It gives me this intense sugar rush only to have a crash and want more junk. Today I ate a 100 calorie cookie that I let my son get for helping my parents move. Well In the package there are about 10 of them. I ate ... Read more


Friday, June 24, 2011      2 comments

Sometimes we feel we need a reward for doing the right things or following our plan for a period of time. Well today I have decided that I will not reward myself with what I like to do unless I follow my plan for the next three weeks to a T. Sta... Read more


Tuesday, June 21, 2011      3 comments

I have never been a water drinker. For four months last summer I drank nothing but water and tea. I started drinking pop again and went down hill with the water. Well I have found a way I love water... In a insulated straw cup with tons of ice. ... Read more


Saturday, June 11, 2011      2 comments

This year I am not waiting till the new year to make resolutions. I am starting NOW. Here are my Resolutions.... 1.) Be happier. Smile more. See the silly side of things. 2.) Don't take life for granted. Go... see... do. everyt... Read more

On top of the world

Sunday, May 22, 2011      2 comments

I feel amazing today. Smaller than I have felt in a long time. I went out yesterday and got my nails and toes done for our Vacation. We are going to Michigan for two weeks. We have funeral and a memorial to go to. I just feel really good like I ... Read more

Feeling like I have failed

Sunday, May 15, 2011      6 comments

I feel like I have failed yet again. Falling off track time and again. I continue to pick myself back up. There is something wrong though. I am emotional and cry. I am so afraid of being that big girl again. I look in the mirror and that is all ... Read more

Why am I so hard on myself?

Friday, April 22, 2011      7 comments

I have been beating myself up over tons of things. I am pmsing and bloated. I feel like crap and feel really fat. Two days in a row this week I ate whatever I wanted to. Pushed myself to feel sick both times. I know all the chemicals make me fee... Read more

thank you/ being accountable

Wednesday, April 20, 2011      4 comments

First off I would like to say thank you to all my friends. You are simply amazing. Second I am going to hold myself accountable. Today I went overboard with lunch. I ate myself until I felt sick. I made the wrong choices. For lunch today I... Read more

sparkpeople motivator?

Sunday, April 17, 2011      11 comments

I want to be a motivator. I am putting in all the work I can to motivate my friends through ups and downs. I am wondering how many votes it takes... I post sparkpeople on facebook so everyone can follow my journey. To date I am down 85 pou... Read more

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