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FINALLY before pics of me at almost 300 pounds.... (picture heavy)

Friday, February 25, 2011      6 comments

Before I had kids. I was about 230-240 in this picture. Just found out I was pregnant with my oldes... Read more

binge eating, I am having a rough month.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011      2 comments

First off let me start by saying that I am sorry for all the "poor me" blogs lately. I am not being the most stable person.... I deserve better than this and that is what I am giving myself from now on... That being said.... Alright I do... Read more

Feeling like a failure

Saturday, February 19, 2011      2 comments

Recently I got a new scale... I didnt like the new number that was on there but I accepted it. Granted every scale was different. Well after having a conversation with my mom and dad about it I decided to take the scale back to the store and go ... Read more

I REFUSE to let my weight define me!

Sunday, February 13, 2011      3 comments

Ok so I went out and got a scale today. Previously I was using the WII board to weigh me. I went up three pounds on it. On top of not losing crap in the last two weeks. GET THIS..... I am a size 10 now and not a 12. I havent done measurements ye... Read more

Binge Eating

Saturday, February 12, 2011      2 comments

Today I realized that I am a bad binge eater. I think I may have BED. I read all the things people with BED struggle with. I have a lot of them. I mean A LOT of them. Last night I had a snack and I just felt like I couldnt stop eating them... Read more


Saturday, January 29, 2011      2 comments

I am wondering about doing a Detoxification. I know I take in way too many chemicals. I need to eat a little healthier. There are so many things out there that can help you out with this. I know eating all healthy fruits and veggis helps a lot. ... Read more

10 months down

Saturday, January 22, 2011      3 comments

I know this is two days late. I am 10 months into this journey and I am down 75, almost 76 pounds. Am I going to be down 100 by the time March 20th comes? I dont know but I know that everyday I am one step closer to my goal. I have 37 more pound... Read more

Diet Coke brownies... NOT good

Tuesday, January 11, 2011      1 comments

I have come to realize that I am a compulsive eater when it comes to sweets. When I have them it is like I will never have them again sort of thing. I eat until my stomach hurts. Last night for a treat I made diet coke brownies. Its when you get... Read more

A trip and goals

Monday, December 27, 2010      2 comments

My goals have been off this year. I have hit some of them late. As of today I havent seen the damage I did over the two day holiday feast we had. I ate a few cookies and a few bites of cake. Just praying I didnt gain. My 1 year anniversary of li... Read more

What I want to be

Wednesday, December 08, 2010      0 comments

I do not want to be the smallest girl in the room. I want to be healthy. I do not want to be the fittest girl in the room. I just want to be healthy. I do not have to run for hours I am good with doing the elliptical for a hour. On the hil... Read more


Monday, November 29, 2010      1 comments

Note: this blog is NOT about my weight at all. Just a few personal things that have been going on. This started about six months ago. My boyfriend/ fiancÚ has had some issues with his feelings for me. I caught him texting two different wom... Read more

Christmas is coming EARLY for me

Wednesday, November 24, 2010      1 comments

My mom called me yesterday and informed me that I will be getting my chirstmas present early this year. Starting December 1st. I will have a 6 month gym membership. WOO HOO. Heres to dropping the last 50-60 pounds. I am so happy to have a suppor... Read more

Every day for the rest of my life

Saturday, November 13, 2010      3 comments

I know one thing for sure.... Every day for the rest of my life I am going to have to watch what I eat. Weigh, measure, and write it down. That is the only the weight I have dropped is going to stay off. Every day for the rest of ... Read more

19 pounds in 8 weeks?

Tuesday, November 09, 2010      4 comments

So my next goal is set for New years day. I want to be 175 by that day. I am STRESSING about that. I would have to lose 2.3 pounds per week from here on out through the holidays. I CAN do this. All I have to do is work out more and commit myself... Read more

Scared of the scale

Saturday, October 09, 2010      3 comments

I have said this in the past. I am scared as hell to get on the scale this week. I want to do it dont get me wrong. I just DO NOT want to go over that 200 mark again. I know I have not done anything to go in that direction. I have even put... Read more

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