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Binge Eating
Saturday, February 12, 2011      2 comments

Today I realized that I am a bad binge eater. I think I may have BED. I read all the things people with BED struggle with. I have a lot of them. I mean A LOT of them. Last night I had a snack and I just felt like I couldnt stop eating them... Read more
Detoxification
Saturday, January 29, 2011      2 comments

I am wondering about doing a Detoxification. I know I take in way too many chemicals. I need to eat a little healthier. There are so many things out there that can help you out with this. I know eating all healthy fruits and veggis helps a lot. ... Read more
10 months down
Saturday, January 22, 2011      3 comments

I know this is two days late. I am 10 months into this journey and I am down 75, almost 76 pounds. Am I going to be down 100 by the time March 20th comes? I dont know but I know that everyday I am one step closer to my goal. I have 37 more pound... Read more
Diet Coke brownies... NOT good
Tuesday, January 11, 2011      1 comments

I have come to realize that I am a compulsive eater when it comes to sweets. When I have them it is like I will never have them again sort of thing. I eat until my stomach hurts. Last night for a treat I made diet coke brownies. Its when you get... Read more
A trip and goals
Monday, December 27, 2010      2 comments

My goals have been off this year. I have hit some of them late. As of today I havent seen the damage I did over the two day holiday feast we had. I ate a few cookies and a few bites of cake. Just praying I didnt gain. My 1 year anniversary of li... Read more
What I want to be
Wednesday, December 08, 2010      0 comments

I do not want to be the smallest girl in the room. I want to be healthy. I do not want to be the fittest girl in the room. I just want to be healthy. I do not have to run for hours I am good with doing the elliptical for a hour. On the hil... Read more
depressed
Monday, November 29, 2010      1 comments

Note: this blog is NOT about my weight at all. Just a few personal things that have been going on. This started about six months ago. My boyfriend/ fiancé has had some issues with his feelings for me. I caught him texting two different wom... Read more
Christmas is coming EARLY for me
Wednesday, November 24, 2010      1 comments

My mom called me yesterday and informed me that I will be getting my chirstmas present early this year. Starting December 1st. I will have a 6 month gym membership. WOO HOO. Heres to dropping the last 50-60 pounds. I am so happy to have a suppor... Read more
Every day for the rest of my life
Saturday, November 13, 2010      3 comments

I know one thing for sure.... Every day for the rest of my life I am going to have to watch what I eat. Weigh, measure, and write it down. That is the only the weight I have dropped is going to stay off. Every day for the rest of ... Read more
19 pounds in 8 weeks?
Tuesday, November 09, 2010      4 comments

So my next goal is set for New years day. I want to be 175 by that day. I am STRESSING about that. I would have to lose 2.3 pounds per week from here on out through the holidays. I CAN do this. All I have to do is work out more and commit myself... Read more
Scared of the scale
Saturday, October 09, 2010      3 comments

I have said this in the past. I am scared as hell to get on the scale this week. I want to do it dont get me wrong. I just DO NOT want to go over that 200 mark again. I know I have not done anything to go in that direction. I have even put... Read more
Falling off? Getting back on track.
Thursday, October 07, 2010      0 comments

Ok I know I have not really fallen off of the wagon. I have stayed with my calorie range. I have had a visitor these last couple of days and gave myself some extra things here and there. Like some pringles and some mounds oatmeal. This has been ... Read more
6 months 53.3 lbs lost & 45.25 inches
Tuesday, September 21, 2010      7 comments

Yesterday was my 6 month anniversary of living a healthy lifestyle with sparkpeople. I has been a long road and has gotten easier along the way. I am in One derland baby!!! 6 months ago my bmi was 50 today my bmi is 39 My waist has drop... Read more
Review of PB2 and a WOO HOO
Thursday, September 09, 2010      0 comments

I got my first shipment of my bell plantation PB2. I have to say I am a peanut butter lover and it is good. Thanks Katie. I got some sugar free strawberry preserves to make a pbj with it. I will be really good. My WOO HOO for the week..... Read more
Plans for a new generation
Friday, September 03, 2010      2 comments

I want to start a program with the local school here. I wouldn't know how to go about doing this. I do not have any degree or anything. I would love to work with overweight children and their families. I would love to have a night where they cou... Read more

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