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Nov. 21st

Saturday, November 21, 2009      2 comments

Well, this is one of the days that I was not looking forward to. It has been 2yrs today since my first born left me for another place. I would like to believe that he is watching over me and that he is with his father and brother. I forced my... Read more

Getting along

Sunday, November 15, 2009      2 comments

Well it is Sunday afternoon and I have made it through the weekend!! I was a bad girl for a few days and did not eat properly. I feel like I gained 100lbs from it but I know that I didn't. It is amazing when you start to work on yourself and y... Read more

apology

Tuesday, November 10, 2009      3 comments

I first and foremost want to aplogize to my spark friends from Binghamton and Ithaca. I should have been there Sunday and could not get myself out of the depression. It is no excuse. Just an explanation. I thought I could handle the anniversary... Read more

waiting

Saturday, November 07, 2009      0 comments

Everyone on this site is so nice and I want to thank you for all your thoughts and kind words. The way I am feeling right now is I am just waiting to die. I am sooo tired of battling for every little scrap I get. I haven't been able to find a ... Read more

wedding anniversary

Saturday, November 07, 2009      5 comments

Well today would have been my anniversary. We would have celebrated 23 yrs together. After being treated the way I have by the few guys I have met it makes me wish even more that I could be in that grave with my husband. He was such a great g... Read more

men

Friday, November 06, 2009      4 comments

Well here it is another Friday night and what am I doing? typing a blog. Why? because my date stood me up! I am sooo sick of guys pulling this crap. Be a man for a change!!! I get phone calls and emails all week but today? Nothing. not an e... Read more

money

Monday, November 02, 2009      2 comments

Money has got to be the biggest issue for everyone. Here it is the 2nd of the month and already I am stressing out. Where are all the jobs? I have actively searched and applied at probably more than 100 places and have had only 1 interview!!!!... Read more

Halloween

Saturday, October 31, 2009      4 comments

Thankfully Halloween is over for now. There is still way too much candy left. I bought 3 bags of candy and didn't get a single trick or treater(other than my granddaughter). I REFUSE to eat it!!! I am feeling so good about myself and will no... Read more

Goals

Thursday, October 29, 2009      3 comments

I have been doing alot of thinking(not always a good thing) lately about what my goals are. I used to believe that when "I got skinny" my life would totally change for the better but I am realizing that size is not what will change things. I s... Read more

more about sleep

Monday, October 19, 2009      1 comments

I love the idea of resting before trying to sleep but I have 1 big(or should say little)problem. My 3 yr old granddaughter. She has been here with me and of course her Mom too for over a month. She loves to sleep with "grandma" and boy for a ... Read more

sleep

Sunday, October 18, 2009      7 comments

Sleep I am starting to wonder what it is. I think I have just tried to do too much and now my cup is overflowing! The mind doesn't want to stop and so sleep is lacking. I soo look forward to sleeping even 5 hrs straight. Someday! I am excited... Read more

Saturday!

Saturday, October 17, 2009      1 comments

It's Saturday the 17th and i am finally done with moving! the broker never showed up yesterday so if I really wanted to I could still get the bookcases that are still at the old house(I might). I was so looking forward to having this done and ... Read more

Friday Oct. 16th

Friday, October 16, 2009      1 comments

Well, today is it. At 10 this morning I meet with the broker and hand over my keys to my old house. I have such mixed emtions. That was the last place I was able to live with my husband. Yet, it has sooo many problems that financially I couldn... Read more

Friday Oct. 16th

Friday, October 16, 2009      0 comments

Well, today is it. At 10 this morning I meet with the broker and hand over my keys to my old house. I have such mixed emtions. That was the last place I was able to live with my husband. Yet, it has sooo many problems that financially I couldn... Read more

Last Day

Wednesday, October 14, 2009      3 comments

One more day till the move is completely done. then comes the unpacking!! Anyone want to help? Just thought I would ask. I think I have done enough lifting and running(not walking) these past few days. I feel like I ran a marathon!!... Read more


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