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Monday, June 24, 2013      2 comments

OVER WHELMING, Just trying to get a grip. My mother is very sick. Life goes on. I thought i was okay. but my chest feels a little heavy. Then my son was deployed to Afghanistan. I thinking i am keeping it together. I just need to talk. But you ... Read more
Hello I am back
Friday, March 22, 2013      2 comments

I have taken a little time off. Needed a mental break. I feel recharged. So I have to get back to business. You know we have a tendency to stop reacting to things that give up pleasure. I don't understand it but it is a part of my life .. So... Read more
Good Morning
Saturday, March 16, 2013      3 comments

Today is3/16/2013. I am working overtime and it is 0025 hrs. I will be getting off at 0300hrs. I have to be back at work at 0800 hrs. I am trying to stay awake . I am a little upset with myself because i have fallen off the wagon with my eating ... Read more
Touching Base
Saturday, March 09, 2013      3 comments

I have to get on top of things. You see my mother is in hospice , i went to visit her last week. I am trying to keep it together. It is hard when you have never experienced the death of a parent. You know thing like this is suppose to happen. I ... Read more
Relax, Relief
Thursday, February 28, 2013      4 comments

Taking a different approach today. I plan to relax distress from a long day at work. I want to take a nice hot shower and listen to some old school music. ... Read more
Trying to get a Grip
Wednesday, February 27, 2013      1 comments

My mother was diagnosed with cancer five years ago. She is now in hospice at her home. My family and i have been flying home to help my father. It is very draining trying to stay focus and positive. We don't talk about death with just try to en... Read more
Movie Night
Saturday, February 16, 2013      3 comments

I had a relaxing evening last night. I cooked dinner and watch a movie with my husband. I really bought the movie for myself. I really wanted to watch Hopes Springs. Little did i know he would actually watch the movie. The movie made us think ab... Read more
Friday, February 15, 2013      2 comments

I found out that my mother is in the hospital and her cancer has spread. She is know in hospice. I plan to fly home and visit with her for a few days. She is in good spirits. I am trying to keep up . But I am falling short with my eating habits.... Read more
Friday, February 15, 2013      0 comments

Well, I made it to alamba and back. It was great times. emoticon... Read more
Friday, February 08, 2013      2 comments

i made to Alabama to spend time with my son and his family. This is great to relax. I still got up and went for a walk for one and half miles. It feels good to spend time in another state and enjoy the view. Just a little time out. Always attemp... Read more
Keeping up
Wednesday, February 06, 2013      4 comments

Yesterday I walked for two mile in the morning. Then afterward i did the bolly video, I only lasted fourteen minutes. I figure i will master the 10- 20 mins video first. I notice when i buy video i don'f find much interest after I purchase them.... Read more
Starting Fresh
Tuesday, February 05, 2013      1 comments

I plan to go for a walk after a emoticon good breakfast. I want to attempt to stay on track throughout the day. I ... Read more
Focus on the day at hand
Monday, February 04, 2013      0 comments

My morning started off great with a small breakfast. I track my food but the last two days have been rough. But the food was good. I trying to change old habits but the they continue to sneak back into my life. I just have to keep my guard up. ... Read more
Twenty six years later
Sunday, February 03, 2013      1 comments

Today is a great day. My second child turned twenty six making her a young adult. I am happy she has made it this far she was a premature 1lbs 8oz. When a friend asked what time was she born I could only remember the trauma. I can say she tu... Read more
Today's events
Saturday, February 02, 2013      5 comments

Well, today is my first day writing in the blog. I never typed anything because i was nervous. I thought, who would want to read what i wrote. So, here goes. My day started off pretty good. I went to work at 6:30 am. I took overtime for a coup... Read more