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my motivation melted

Tuesday, June 01, 2010      2 comments

I am so hot that I don't want to move again except to get cold food. Yogurt. Strawberries. Banana. Potato chips. I did okay all the way until tonight. I am so hot that I want to eat and not move. Whine. I might switching my air condition... Read more

Photography

Saturday, May 15, 2010      2 comments

I have been wanting to find a way to make a little money on the side and share my love of photography. I want to find a good website where i can subscribe to it, post my pictures on it and sell them. I found one site that was referenced on the... Read more

DOG attack

Monday, May 10, 2010      3 comments

DOG is my acronym for my depression. It stands for D arn what does he/she think of me? O h, God, I hate my life. G ot to be perfect I have a new manager at work. She is only 26 years old. I felt like I was discoveri... Read more

163.8

Friday, May 07, 2010      3 comments

I weigh around 163.8 pounds. I am sooo close to the obese line that I want to squeal. For a 5 foot 2 person, the obese line is 163 according to Spark People. I am so close. I hope I make it in a few days. I can tell sometimes that I am s... Read more

mental health stigma

Tuesday, May 04, 2010      1 comments

I love my church and try the best that I can to let them know what I struggle with. I hope that this will help them to understand the struggles of people with mental health issues. We have a Bible study that meets at a nearby work release jai... Read more

I can do it!

Tuesday, April 27, 2010      1 comments

I took a long time to decide whether to try to lose weight or not. I felt that life would be pointless if I couldn't eat what I want in the amount that I want. I was also afraid that I would fail since I felt like I fail all of the time. (Tha... Read more

over eating

Tuesday, April 27, 2010      0 comments

I have been over eating lately. I tend to overeat on my days off. Well, I have been off Saturday, Sunday, Monday and today. Guess what? I over ate AGAIN. The nutrition tracker looked funny because I only ate pizza (a fourth of a pizza), and... Read more

financial woes

Saturday, April 24, 2010      2 comments

My employer gave me 15 hours next week. I have been watching them cut hours week after week but I can't afford to work only 15 hours. I am planning on looking for work but I am no good at looking for work. I also hope to find a way to earn so... Read more

new to me pants

Wednesday, April 21, 2010      7 comments

I bought two pairs of slacks at Good will today. I found two size 14 pants that I can fit. I seemed to big too small for 16 but slightly too big for 14 for some of them. Then I found two 14 that fit me perfectly. I think it looks less baggy ... Read more

obesity rant

Tuesday, April 20, 2010      4 comments

I just finished watching a movie called Fat:What no one is telling you. It got me started on ranting about things. So, I want to rant some about the subject of obesity and the struggle to lose weight. I remember that I said some fat jokes to... Read more

bad dreams

Sunday, April 18, 2010      2 comments

I had some bad dreams this morning. My body still has feeling of fear. I hope this feeling doesn't ruin church today. I didn't want to come out from under the covers this morning.... Read more

Positive quotes

Saturday, April 17, 2010      5 comments

If you have read my earlier blog today, you know that I am in the mood for a big me up. I have a collection of quotes that I used to read on a daily basis. Just for today, I will remember to be thankful for God's presence and trust my futu... Read more

negative thinking

Saturday, April 17, 2010      2 comments

I have been feeling down a little lately. I have been at my current job for over six years. I don't make much a year. The state takes money from the middle class and gives it to me. Is that fair? Have I done something wrong to be unable to ... Read more

lab tests, finances and other things

Friday, April 16, 2010      3 comments

I received a letter from my doctor stating that all of my blood tests were normal again! I haven't had a physical since 2007 or 2006. So I am relieved to see that my numbers are still normal. I have been crabby earlier today. I just picke... Read more

I think I am starting to like my body

Friday, April 09, 2010      5 comments

I weighted myself this morning and I am less than 170 pounds. I am pleased that I have managed to loss around ten pounds over the past four months. I know that Spark People has helped me to be more consistent in exercise and watching what I ea... Read more


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