Not happy today!
So my scale, which is not in any way my friend right now, said I gained 6 pounds in a week. Not too happy about that. Working on getting that changed. I bought a bunch of fresh fruits and veggies when I went shopping, so the kids and I can eat h... Read more
So it seems I disappeared for over a year. My life has been nothing but a roller coaster in that year! I met someone April of last year. Someone I went to school with and had a crush in high school. After 20 years we met back up and fell head ov... Read more
So, it has been a real long time since I have posted. I gained a lot of my weight back since I quit smoking on August 7th. I am trying to get back on track. I am in the process of filing for divorce. My husband has been lying to me, seems the en... Read more
Reached a set back
I have reached a set back. I gained 25 pounds. I am upset, but it makes me even more determined. I have quit smoking. Had my last cigarette August 7th. I kept my promise to my son. Our van was repossessed on September 18th because their father d... Read more
Life is Good
My son has been sick with a summer cold. He is feeling a bit better and went back to swimming lessons yesterday. Today he told me he moved up to level 2. I am so proud of him. I am proud of myself as well, I have not had a cigarette in a week. I... Read more
It's been a long time.....
I have been dealing with a lot of things since my last post. I have started on line college for my bachelors in Business admin./ Healthcare management. I am also trying to get a divorce because I am sick of the lies, and treating me like crap. 1... Read more
My new start has begun. I start on line classes on Sunday April 7th formy bachelors degree in Business admi./Health care management. I am nervouse and excited. When I finish and get my degree a whole new worl of opportunities will open up for me... Read more
Been a long time
Alot has been going on here since I last posted in December. I have residential custody of our kids, and he has to give me $100 a month for child support. He stil takes the kids around her, just not sleeping at the trailor. He still claims nothi... Read more
It has been a while. Alot more has transpired since I last posted. Dec. 6th Desiree texted me to tell me things got "heated" with her and my husband mid August, and that I am not stupid I new all along. She also said she left her husband and son... Read more
Filled out the paper work for custody and child support. I need to talk to a public defender and make sure they are filled out right. I hate to go this route, but I have to to make sure the kids are provided for! I need to find me a rel man!... Read more
One day at a time.....
I am taking one say at a time. Some days are more of a struggle then others, but I will survive. It would be easier if I cold stop loving him, but I cant turn it off that easy, unlike him! We had a huge fight on Tuesday because I called him Mond... Read more
Just an update
Things are still bad here. Hubby still gone, almost 7 weeks now. One week he wants a divorce, then he sais he just wants to see where he wants us to go. He also said I looked good Sunday in my new outfit, that he was checking me out. What is he ... Read more
Well, he left. It has been five weeks now. He saidwe are just seperated right now so he can see if it is the right decision. two weeks ago he wanted a divorce because I am too much of a bitch for him to come back to, but now he is saying it is j... Read more
Things not so good
Well things are getting worse. I am finally standing up for myself, and he is not liking it. Too bad! It is time I wash the foot prints off of me. He has walked all over me for far too long! It is time to take care of myself, and screw him. If h... Read more
I miss read his text he said. He told me he had hit rock bottom that day and eas almost in tears. I have cried enough over this, it is about time he did! We had a good weekend. We sat by a fire for about 2 hours talking, and before he left he as... Read more