Oatmeal made with water is horrible.
I ran out of soymilk yesterday and I had to make my oatmeal with water... eww D: I tried to add a couple of drops of vanilla and a pinch of cinnamon to get rid of the gross-ness, didn't help.
I made it though so, I choked it down with orang... Read more
What's more important?
The best hours of the day that I could go swimming or be active, I'm stuck in front of my computer, doing the most boring work for bad pay. Seriously, I have to sit and watch my computer screen (that's it) from 1pm to 5pm for like $1. One freaki... Read more
The things I can't say when we're alone.
So, it's like 4:15am and I'm laying here in bed, watching the love of my life sleeping on webcam and I feel so helpless, insecure and slightly concerned. She's so small, she's just 92lbs* and here I am more than twice her size. She says she love... Read more
First Day at the Gym.
I just got home; my sister and I went together to the gym. We just did cardio for today, we were both tired after cardio and I think a bit intimadated by the weight machines.
We started out on the ellipticals and I'll be the first to admit,... Read more
We joined a gym together ~ Concerns arise.
My mom, my sister and I all went down to the local gym tonight and joined (My dad joined last week). I think it's definately a step in the right direction for my family.
I'm worried about my mom though because she has really bad knees. One ... Read more
Being mean to myself...
I've been really mean to myself tonight and I find it oddly motivating. I made a sign and stuck it behind my computer monitor and it reads:
Quit eating processed foods, fatty! Get an apple!
Have you exercised today?
Do your ... Read more
Week 3; Messing up.
Everything just seems to want to mess up on me this week; my sleep schedule is still screwed up and it's ruining everything. I'm going to try my hardest today to stay up until 9pm to set it back on track.
I'm scared to weigh in today and ta... Read more
My Second Week on Spark.
I'm still losing fat, but the pounds remain the same number. Apparently my muscles were very out of shape, not that I'm getting fatigued or anything, but the at rate I'm losing fat and the scale stays the same.. I must be building muscle or some... Read more
My First Week On Spark
I've learned so much this one week on spark about diet and exercise than I ever have anywhere else. I'm so happy that my sister told me about this site, even though she's now given up on it because of her own ignorance. I won't go into any detai... Read more
Good physical day, bad emotional ending.
Okay so, I woke up today completely pumped to get started with my exercising and being on track. I did everything I should have done and tonight, I got cozy in my computer chair and started talking to some friends.
So, it comes to find out ... Read more
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Emotional UNDER Eating
I always hear about people who over-eat when they are emotional. When I tell people that I don't eat and sleep all the time when I'm upset, they seem a bit confused.
I honestly get scared when it happens, I just sleep all the time. I might ... Read more