THEMANOR2011's Blogs

The motivation has struck...... well landed in my lap! Day 1
Saturday, February 16, 2013      2 comments

Previous blogs have ranted, complained and moaned about not having enough motivation to get off my lazy backside and get this weight off- after all i have a graduation to go to this year, a graduation ball and venice and paris! eeek! a while ago... Read more
To Do...To Be
Friday, January 11, 2013      3 comments

I just struggle to see anything changing and don't know how to, what is the motivation? I am scared if I do I will get tired and worn out again. I have become the one thing that I never wanted to become - lazy. But ultimately coming down to the ... Read more
What is wrong with me? answers on a postcard
Thursday, January 10, 2013      1 comments

This is a very quick blog to get these thoughts out of my head! which are circling around and if anyone can answer then I will get you a prize (afraid would only be my gratitude) Why am I not motivated? I have put some weight back on, cloth... Read more
Self Destruct Button - I can't stop hitting it!
Saturday, June 30, 2012      4 comments

So sad to be writing this type of blog, but partly doing it as a confession. It is strange in life when one part of your life improves, i.e. my work the other side i.e. goes down. Lately I have been working in the speciality that I want as my fu... Read more
Obscure rambling blog
Monday, May 14, 2012      0 comments

Following my last blog, what has been going on? Well started with a new trainer and it is a challenge! he is not one for talking, i.e. to gauge my base level. but I have had the confidence to tell him what I want! so that is something. First wee... Read more
Waking up!!!!
Sunday, May 06, 2012      0 comments

I have woken up!!! not superficially but in a more deep sense. i have gone through a rough couple of years and the core problem, sounds rather hippy, but I forgot who i was. I listened to others, try to be others and finally when that didn't wor... Read more
Rant of an invisible woman!
Sunday, April 22, 2012      2 comments

Motivation is still not at full whack yet. I know this sounds awful but deep down think I have just given up. What is the point? so long I have been stuck on plateau etc going up slightly then back down. Just sick of hitting my head off a brick ... Read more
Does standing class as exercise?
Tuesday, April 17, 2012      2 comments

Started new rotation in surgery, seem to spend my time between loving it and being terrified. Pressure is really from within the people have actually nice!( but don't tell them I said that they already have god egos anyway) but I want to do well... Read more
Fat Googles!
Monday, April 16, 2012      1 comments

Yesterday I was walking past the mirror and for the first time in awhile the fat goggles were off and I saw the real me- no dysmorphia either way i.e. seeing myself more skinny or more fat just realistic. It was nasty. I looked at that woman and... Read more
Fed up!
Monday, March 19, 2012      2 comments

Been awhile since I blogged, partly due to lack of anything to say and usual reason of work. Feeling rather deflated of late, I keep thinking what is the point? yes I want to be healthy etc but I am getting a bit sick of being careful with what ... Read more
Rollercoaster Ride Continues & Pretty Shoes ( photo included)
Sunday, March 11, 2012      0 comments

It appears I am still on my roller coast of control. So the ups, well this weekend we had to hold a small tea party/buffet for a family member. The rest of the people who came (not to sound nasty or anything like that) but prefer very tradition... Read more
Tummy Fat!!! Argh Anyone out there who could help me?!?!?!?
Saturday, March 03, 2012      4 comments

Quick Update: This week has been mental! My work has meant I have travelled a lot this week and one day was in a 11 hour operation, which was very tiring! What has this meant well things have gone off track slightly, not completely with eat... Read more
Saturday, February 18, 2012      1 comments

Blogging time! I have had such a chaotic week and with awful habits! Since friday I finished my placement on admissions, had to move back home, then start next placement in surgery on monday. Rather looking forward to this placement as I kn... Read more
Good and Bad Points
Sunday, February 12, 2012      0 comments

It has been awhile since I have blogged and that is due to work as normal and partly my focus has been more outward than inward. Luckily though I have passed my end of rotation assignment! so now back at home for the next rotation with staff tha... Read more
Update and Well done me!
Friday, January 27, 2012      1 comments

Well after a mad blogging time I went to no blogging, why....... work mainly and nothing to say! Back because i have a small achievement, only a small one but better than nothing! (might use a lot of exclamation marks in this blog please e... Read more

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