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REALLY need to vent

Saturday, September 19, 2015      3 comments

Surgery on requires someone to be there with me. I am a nervous wreck. My mom can't drive any more. My sister originally said she'd scheduled the day off, once I told her what time I had to be there she asked who was... Read more

OK I can honestly say that I'm getting better...

Wednesday, September 02, 2015      2 comments

well maybe better isn't the proper word. More observant? More in tune? IDK what to call it, but eating small meals more often, chewing thoroughly, and real, really focusing on what and how I eat, well I think it's finally paid off.... Read more

The little engine...

Monday, August 31, 2015      1 comments

I'm still chugging along. Yesterday mom asked me if I'd lost any weight. I said IDK since I hate weighing myself lately. But decided I needed to keep track again. So I did...not sure how I compare to myself. Read more

All things considered...

Wednesday, August 26, 2015      2 comments

I'm doing OK. I'm much more conscious of what I'm eating and when. I've set an alarm to remind me to eat every 2 hours. I'm chewing, chewing, chewing! I went grocery shopping yesterday & bought yogurt, cottage cheese, protein bars, cereal, ... Read more

OK, here I go's the last time to start over

Monday, August 24, 2015      2 comments

OK I need to write every day. I need to get in the habit of recording my food. And I need to pay attention to myself and what I eat. I set alarms to remind me to eat every 2 hours during the day. "Why" do you ask? I went to see a... Read more

I really need to vent

Sunday, June 28, 2015      3 comments

I need a break. I FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY got my sister to agree to take my mom out. To take her shopping. Mom says she needs new shoes & clothes. FINALLY FINALLY! They're not going. So I asked my mom why not. Yada s... Read more

I'm not alone...

Monday, June 15, 2015      0 comments

I need to save this link... How Overeating Becomes Food Addiction Emotional eating is not always "just" emotional eating. Sometimes, it is a full-fledged addiction with obvious - and very serious - consequences. Read more

I may have found it...

Thursday, May 14, 2015      0 comments

I was getting ready to post that I may have found my motivation: But then another opportunity presented itself. Read more

...and now for something completely different

Thursday, April 23, 2015      1 comments

or completely the same. I'm not sure. But I do know that I can't continue living like this. If I don't change, nothing will. So what is stopping me? What am I afraid of? Am I afraid of staying in pain? Am I happy in sta... Read more

day 7 of Lent...IDK where I got 40 days from

Tuesday, February 24, 2015      0 comments

emoticon IDK why I thought Lent only lasted for 40 days. Wishful thinking? Read more

Day 2/40

Thursday, February 19, 2015      0 comments

Well it started off pretty darned poopy. I gained weight FFS. emoticon I woke up with a really bad headach... Read more

Day 1/40

Thursday, February 19, 2015      1 comments

Yes it was yesterday but I forgot to post. I thought I did better, I know I ate better. No candy or snacks, just a handful of dry roasted peanuts. Lunch was leftover Dirty Rice. Dinner was black eyed peas. Then the peanuts. Lots... Read more

OK so...

Sunday, February 15, 2015      2 comments

Trying to meet someone online is not easy...nor cheap. eHarmony, and even a Catholic dating site yield nothing but aggravation. So I'm going to put that on hold for a while and concentrate on me. Here's my plan: Lent. 40... Read more

Need to talk to someone...

Thursday, June 12, 2014      3 comments

I can't vent on my fb page since my family reads it. I just really need to talk or write things out. I met a really nice guy online and he's nearly everything I need emotionally. We've not yet met in real life but he really wants to. H... Read more

Major victory!

Sunday, June 08, 2014      1 comments

OK so yesterday was one of the most emotionally draining days Iíve had in at least 14 months... emoticon Here'... Read more

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