**This particular blog entry will be updated as needed. It is in response to the Stress Buster's Challenge.
5=High; 4=Moderately High; 3= Average; 2=Below Average; 1=None.
For starters, I am a perfectionist. I have a hard time finding ... Read more
Depression is a monster. It's the worst enemy you could have because it lives inside you. It isn't something you can just fold away and put in a closet and leave. No. It lurks inside and comes out when you are at your weakest.....it consumes yo... Read more
Well, honestly, thinking positive is a choice. A choice we must make in order to live from moment to moment when depressed. Add to the choice that tomorrow my doctor will add another medication to my already long list of meds.....an anti-depres... Read more
1) What new habit you wish to develop?
2) How will you do that?
3) What are you doing to encourage yourself and keep on track?
4) How are you doing day by day?
5) What can you improve upon?
6) Do you need some motivation or advice? Ask... Read more
After talking with my doctor at length yesterday, shedding some tears, it's time to rethink this plan .....
If you are reading this for enjoyment, you may want to pass because this is going to be boring....it's just a blog to help me rethin... Read more
Ok, so I know the title sounds a little sappy and hard to believe but it's true.
I worked all day and had no plans for the evening other than dialysis. I called hubby to let him know that I was on my way home and that's when I decided to m... Read more
This week has consisted of more headaches than normal. It started out with a migraine and looks like it's going to go out with a headache as well.
I did a double run of dialysis today. I've done this before and don't remember having any pr... Read more
After all the tears.....After all the pain.....After realizing possibly the only way to live my life out on this earth is by machine.....After hitting the bottom......I look up and there You are.
You take me in Your loving arms and hold me ... Read more
The past 18 hours have been eye opening for me. I've talked for the first time with my SP buddy, who unknowingly got me to admit the truth not just to her but to myself for the first time. I'm not taking the weight loss serious because........
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This blog will be updated as I find quotes that motivate me....hopefully, they will touch someone else as well. My own thoughts about the quote are in parenthesis.
This first one I discovered on a SP Friend's blog and it really woke me up... Read more