There has been a change in the air
The changes are welcome, and wonderful.
I feel as if the turn of the new year has brought a change deep inside of me.
In my last entry, I stated how much I hate my body. Mostly my tummy and I can't understand how any man can find me a... Read more
How long has it been now...?
I wonder how long it's been since I was healthier, and even smaller around the waistline.
I know, inches are probably not that important here, and to some people, but to me, it is. I probably have some form of body dysmorphia.
I've always ... Read more
Trying to come back..again.
So, a lot has been going on since I've been away! Just a lot of things in my personal life I guess. I've moved recently, twice. It sucked. haha. Going to be moving again in June. That also sucks.
Really though, I've been trying to make a c... Read more
Okay, so sadly I did not get to anything on my to -do list yesterday.
But! Today is a new day, it's early and I still have a lot of time before I have to go into work. I have my To-Do list in my phone and I'm going to do as much as I can on it... Read more
Just a few years...Day #1
Last time I updated my blog was in January 2013, a lot has happened since then. Let me try and make this short.
Back in December of 2013, I suffered a very dark time in my life, and went through a terrible depression. I didn't work for six ... Read more
Sun wasn't out today. Am I the only one in the world that hates cloudy days?
Funny that the same day it was cloudy, the same day I read an article about getting extra vitamin D on the website. I should have gone to buy some, I feel so drain... Read more
Sweet Tooth Challenge.
About a few days ago, I joined the Official Sweet Tooth Challenge. I haven't had any sweets since then.
I've had a Nutz Over Chocolate Luna Bar though, but I really don't know if that counts. I use it more for the nutrients in it than the c... Read more
Yesterday and today, I felt felt really good about myself.
Yesterday when I went to pump gas, I needed to get sunflower seeds. I love those! I suddenly had this urge to buy some chocolate. Probably because I'm on that time of the month. Ble... Read more
With everything going on, the move and the car situation. I was super depressed gaiz. We spent a lot of time and money trying to figure out what was wrong with it. Turns out it was the fuel pump and now it's fixed! ... Read more
Today was an amazing day. Last night was too. I watched Thor with my boyfriend. We've never seen it before and we loved it! Nommed on popcorn and cuddled up watching the movie, quoted memes and laughed. He woke me up early in the morning. *ahem*... Read more
Getting lots of stuff done!
This was actually recored on 4/20 Got lots of stuff done and I show my little to-do list/motivational wall!... Read more
Easter Holidays = Worst time to eat!
I am always so bad at tracking my food around holidays because I am so distracted by the fun. Ugh...... Read more
This is my fault, I am responsible.
I weighed myself in today: I am back at my starting weight when I restarted the program for a 4th time. I don't really feel like too much of a failure, but I do feel that I have failed myself.
I tell myself all the time that I will work out, a... Read more
First Official SparkPeople Blog
Just me doing a introduction and talking about my dream and The Spark Book. Sorry if it's really long but, I just don't know when to shut up. ... Read more
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So, this is my fourth time back on Sparkpeople. I am starting out quite roughly, mostly because I'm finding it hard to track everything everyday. A lot of the stuff I buy is not on the SP food list so I have to enter it in manually. It's kind of... Read more