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No Internet At Home But Finding Ways To Get Here Anyways!

Monday, January 23, 2012      3 comments

These days there are places you can go to get free wyfy like McDonald's or the library. The problem is finding time to put away from the family and responsibilities at home to do it! LOL But tonight my wonderful husband was kind enough to give m... Read more

Putting On A Brave Face......

Saturday, January 14, 2012      13 comments

Thats always easier said than done.... Here I am sitting here, thinking about the past year and how crazy is has all been. I feel so positive and yet--- Disconnected too I guess. As though my life is a movie, right at this moment. I'm not r... Read more

Decision Friday

Friday, January 13, 2012      2 comments

Two events happened today. For one Bobby went back to court to settle things about his daughter. He told them we can't bring her back into our house yet...So he is going to have visits with Nikki every other Saturday, starting tomorrow, at his m... Read more

Determination Tuesday!

Tuesday, December 27, 2011      5 comments

Today I break the downward spiral! Today I've already logged EVERYTHING IN AND WROTE IT DOWN SO i CAN LOOK AT IT WHENEVER I NEED TO REMIND MYSELF. I'm going to keep the plan on paper right near me at all times to stay focused! The plan is simple... Read more

Keeping Focused

Friday, December 23, 2011      1 comments

Today i decided to re-read my 1st blog posts here. I got from "last page" to page 8. thats where I ran across my last relapse which has been 6 months ago. But the blogs leading up to that were interesting too. The main thing that re-reading thoz... Read more

Origins Of Christmas

Tuesday, December 20, 2011      5 comments

Millions of ppl around the world do not celebrate Christmas, have you ever wondered why?
article_01.htm At the end of each page is an arrow that leads to the next page. If you read the whole arti... Read more

Checking In

Saturday, December 17, 2011      7 comments

To tell y'all I miss ya and I'm still here and kickin it! Anxiety doing better, I'm always learning new things about this disorder. I think ppl would be amazed...More folks hav it than they realize...Ne hooo.... I'm keeping up on my Bible studie... Read more

Seeing the Light Peeking Through...

Tuesday, December 13, 2011      5 comments

The clouds of this stormy spell feel like they are begining to part. I feel so much hope and love in my heart. I believe each time I go through a spell like this I get closer to understanding some vital lesson that I needed to learn. One of thos... Read more

Leaning On My Faith

Monday, December 12, 2011      3 comments

The last couple days have been really bad anxiety spells for me...Its been building up but today I cried for hours...It was hard to hide it from my little one, but I tried very much to be with her and not let her see the tears in my eyes... ... Read more

Sharing Inspiration GIVES Inspiration!

Thursday, December 08, 2011      6 comments

A couple really great sparkfriends taught me that, I wont name no names... emoticon ~But one taught me that you... Read more

This Is What I Did To Change My Life~ You Can Too!

Thursday, November 24, 2011      11 comments

Sometimes it drives me crazy when I log in every thing and its no where near reaching my BOTTOM number! Why does it have to be so hard to get it right?! And to add to that most of the time I over estimate everything! Anyhoo... today is one of th... Read more

140 Days AF And Still Hangin In There

Saturday, November 19, 2011      2 comments

Today was a woooonderful day! I got to see someone very important to me and we mended over misunderstanding and got to hug each other tightly! It was something I think I really needed and I cant wait till January! I didnt eat much today... ... Read more


Monday, November 14, 2011      2 comments

I WROTE THIS AS A RESPONSE TO A SPARKFRIEND'S BLOG AND REALISED I SHOULD SHARE THESE TIPS WITH ALL MY FRIENDS! HERE IS WHAT I WROTE: Ok first of all I had to realise that I am on a diet- not my whole family- not my husband. And trust m... Read more

135 AF

Monday, November 14, 2011      3 comments

Still going strong and trying not to be discouraged. Yesterday I was given some dissapointing news. They arent taking action yet. They said I may already be reinstated to Him, but b/c its the winter months and in the past thoz have been my worst... Read more

131 AF :D

Thursday, November 10, 2011      4 comments

Things have been going pretty well here. Of course there is the never ending anxieties of life, but I am learning how to not let things like that get me down. Finacially things are in a major..."slump" and dont look like they will improve anytim... Read more

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