God I'm trying
I don't think about it too often, it's hard enough to deal with being fat as it is.
But I have to admit that I've let God down.
He gave me this temple that is my body. I need to care for it.
I'm trying God. I'm trying. I need some... Read more
Why does this have to be so hard
I'm sick of having to start over.
I wonder how far I could have been if I had just kept at it.
A year ago I weighed 20-ish pounds less than I do now, maybe even 25.
It was wonderful.
But I allowed myself to mess it up, and ... Read more
Haven't been tracking my food the last couple (few) days, but I AM tracking my exercise, and I am making myself go!
I was thwarted last night (3/5) though! I went to work out at the **24/7** fitness club I belong to....and I couldn't get in... Read more
I HAVE to watch the carbs
There's just no other way. Well, I'm sure there is, but I know from experience that I will feel better and lose faster if I get a handle on my carb intake. As in breads and such. Fruits & veggies I'm not so concerned about, but bread is my weakn... Read more
So far, so good
First, thank you to those who have posted comments on my page or on my blog entries!! I appreciate the words so much :-)
Second -- like the title says, "so far, so good" today. One moment at a time....... Read more
Took the weekend off
Wasn't worth it. I let myself eat "whatever" yesterday, and afterwards I felt icky. Bloated, weighted down, sluggish. I have been a bit better today, but still not "good". Back to it tomorrow, eh?... Read more
One meal at a time
Yesterday was a pretty good day. Even though I messed up with what I chose for dinner, I stayed *in the range* for most everything! Went overboard on sodium though. Oops.
I am trying very much not to think ahead too far when it comes to fo... Read more
Feeling defeated at this moment
I was looking back at some old posts, and at my comparison picture below. How far could I have been if I had not screwed up?
What is it in me that I allowed myself to mess up? Why did I pick food over being more healthy and looking better? ... Read more
Starting over -- AGAIN
Well, I dropped the ball.
I gained it back.
I'm starting over.
Don't know what to say about that, other than....I'm starting over.
Sigh.... Read more
Been a long time....
Yep, I slacked.
Yep, I gained some back.
Nope, I am not giving up.
It's that "special time of the month", any moment now. Normally I would use that as a license to eat whatever and say I will get back on track in a few days.
... Read more
Can I believe this?? 25 pounds!!
Okay, so *technically* the scale said 320.9, but I am giving myself the liberty of taking off that .9 and saying I've lost, as of last night, 25 pounds! Oh my goodness. This is just....wow wow wow wow.
Let me tell you that I have never, ev... Read more
I don't want anyone to think I've given up!
I'm sporadically tracking my food intake, though I do try to always put my exercise in even if I haven't entered the food. I figure I need to learn to eat properly without always writing it down, so some days I slack. Maybe that's bad, but I'm t... Read more
....I REALLY REALLY REALLY would like a bagel spread with Philadelphia Cheesecake filling!!
I'm resisting, but oy!... Read more
Switching it up a little
I slacked for about a week on my calorie counting. I think I am tired of it after doing so since January....so, I decided to count carbs for awhile. LOL Still counting stuff, but just watching something different. I know from past experience tha... Read more
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Made it through that "time of the month"
Yay, I made it through without any (or much) damage. I am "up" 4/10 of a pound, and that is not bad at ALL considering I said "screw it" and didn't really track my food and kind of ate what I wanted. But even being "bad" wasn't as bad as it used... Read more