I gained a lb this week, a little disappointing but not a huge surprise.
I was working through why because if I don't I am doomed to fail and that is no longer an option.
1. Obviously the all you can eat Chinese Friday night including ... Read more
Went to a family 50th birthday bash last night, it was held in an all you can eat Chinese restaurant, I did so well with the main course, little tastes of lots of things but light eating.
BUT THEN ... Read more
could also be entitled why do I do this to myself.
After my last blog about my picture disappointment hubby asked me what was wrong so I explained to him, he looked at the picture and said it is an unfortunate angle etc.
So I got him t... Read more
So today I put a dress on did my hair and a little makeup and went out to meet a small group of complete strangers.
I felt confident, I thought I looked pretty good THEN someone took a picture for the support group and OMG, I look effing hu... Read more
I want to weigh less than my love
As of today he weighs 175 lbs I weigh 197.9 so 23lbs will do it.
We have been together since 1978 and I remember how he used to be able to carry me with ease, twirl me around, I appreciate at just under ... Read more
That is so freaking amazing to say so I am gonna say it again
I promise myself now, I will never see a 2 in front of my weight numbers again.
I have a birthday in March and we are booked into a hotel for a ... Read more
it took me 8 weeks to gain 8lbs after my mums death and 2 weeks to lose it.
That is despite being stressed and worried by my youngest, (didn't comfort eat) plus having a roaring cold and not being able to exercise.
I have a lot of hope fo... Read more
2016 2nd worse year of my life.
So many changes so many struggles personal and financial literally from day one of 2016, too many for one blog
It culminated with my mother dying in November she was diagnosed with a terminal brain tumour i... Read more
Lifting and emptying the old dirt out of heavys large china pots into the skip.
Digging out the pile of earth and old rocks and taking it in a wheel barrow to the skip.
Shifting heavy chunks of concrete.
WHATEVER loads burnt and a takea... Read more
I love everything about it, skimpy light clothes, sleeping with the windows open, I even love when I am all red faced and bathed in sweat when exercising.
I just feel so free and relaxed.
Winter I feel small and pinched and having SAD ... Read more
As I wrote in my previous blog I have a new saddle for my bike and I have managed to ride 6.2 miles and it was not difficult or painful
only a little way to some but such a huge improvement for ne... Read more