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Monday, January 12, 2015      3 comments

I'm profoundly disappointed in myself. I mean crushingly disappointed. about 3 years ago I had worked hard and lost about 50lbs. I felt good about myself. I felt strong and confident. I was proud of myself. I remember at one point when getting r... Read more
And so it goes..
Monday, September 09, 2013      2 comments

Today was kind of a continuation of yesterday. I just spent all day feeling horribly aware of the imperfections of my body. I ate well. (as in healthy). Made pumpkin steel cut oatmeal in the crockpot yesterday and had that. It was good. I'd do i... Read more
And my tears fell like rain
Sunday, September 08, 2013      3 comments

Honestly, I'm trying really hard to be all positive but last night I was having girls night at a friends and I stepped on the scale. I was back up to 207. Now I haven't moved up a pant size since my lowest. As I mentioned before, they've gotten ... Read more
Monday, September 02, 2013      4 comments

I was feeling it sneaking back. I the new desk job combined with my complete lack of motivation to use the gym membership after so many disappointments when I was dedicated had my pants feeling a bit snug again. The feeling of depression that us... Read more
Thursday, April 25, 2013      0 comments

Last night on the ride home from work/school, my 15 year old daughter was talking about a project they had been working on in their GSA (gay/straight alliance ) club that day. On a piece of paper they wrote what they felt was their best physical... Read more
so angry
Tuesday, April 09, 2013      1 comments

What happens when you've been kicking your own ass and making no progress? You end up with a very angry chubby girl. -sighs- could I have done MORE? well of course. was I doing more than I had been before (when I was losing weight) absolut... Read more
May your path be the sound of your feet upon the ground...(3/21)
Wednesday, March 27, 2013      2 comments

So far it hasn't been that difficult but I haven't had any big temptations either and being sick has kept me from caring. Still haven't been to the gym, maybe today, my body hasn't figured out how it feels yet, so fingers crossed. Hubby an... Read more
As long as I've got my suit and tie...(2/21)
Tuesday, March 26, 2013      1 comments

Well I went home ill yesterday, never got it as bad as my daughter but still feeling pretty crap-tastic. The hardest part was actually the sugar detox, I couldn't have ginger ale or gatorade. Not even the sugar free varieties because I'm not doi... Read more
I'm addicted to you, don't you know that you're toxic? (1/21)
Monday, March 25, 2013      1 comments

Today is day one of the sugar detox. It's early so, so far so good, but I think I have a flu bug or something because my stomach has been in horrible shape since late last night. It will make it easier to get through the first day when I don't w... Read more
Insane in the brain....insane in the membrane...gone insane, got no brain
Thursday, March 21, 2013      4 comments

Going old school this morning but it fits. I'm seriously considering getting Insanity. I'm going to look through the groups and such today and see what I can find from people who have used it first but seriously considering it in addition t... Read more
So, so what? I'm still a rock star...I got my rock moves...
Wednesday, March 20, 2013      2 comments

I work for a university, I haven't been here long, 5 weeks. It's a great job, with great people. This week one of the out of town faculty came into town and the admin team (3 including myself) are going to lunch with her. The college is located ... Read more
On the highway to hell...
Tuesday, March 19, 2013      1 comments

I was doing very well with my food yesterday but had a bit left over to even hit my minimum last night and I started thinking about my sugar detox coming up in a few days and panicked a little about not having my ice creams and such at all fo... Read more
So I'm breaking the habit, I'm breaking the habit, I'm breaking the habit tonight
Monday, March 18, 2013      1 comments

(well, not tonight but in a few days) Ok so this is the last week before my sugar detox. I think I'm going to do it for 3 weeks. 21 days. I need to spend this week planning the best way to be successful. Not even sure where to start, to be... Read more
Raise your glass if you are wrong, in all the right ways.
Friday, March 15, 2013      3 comments

They were getting pizza in the office and offered me some. I said no! I had gotten a pb protein smoothie for lunch and a green leaf salad with lite balsamic vinagrette dressing and greek yogurt for snack later. I'm proud of myself for resisting ... Read more
Pour some sugar on me.....
Thursday, March 14, 2013      5 comments

I'm out of commission last night and today/night. Hopefully I'll be back in commission tomorrow. Mother nature is a peach, isn't she? Right now I just want to go home and crawl into my big comfy chair with a blanket and a heating pad and st... Read more

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