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Wednesday, January 02, 2013      2 comments

Okay, so I left at the beginning of August. I decided to pack up a few bags and move in with a friend over in Waikiki. Being in Montana was not good for me. I wasn't achieving the goals or the results that I so badly wanted to. I moved to Hawaii... Read more


Wednesday, July 04, 2012      2 comments

This is brief history of my weight and how I feel and have felt about it. First off, I've always been an overweight child. My mother and Grandmother came from severe poverty backgrounds. They fed my constantly; every time I cried. The ... Read more


Friday, June 22, 2012      1 comments

Will my arms have excess skin? Will my face sag or wrinkle?? Will my stomach be a mush of skin??? Will my skin just be loose?!?! STOP!!!! OMG! Have YOU CHECKED OUT the sparkpages?!?!? I just LOVE going through all of them! They're all ... Read more

GUILT is like Motivation's ENEMY

Thursday, June 21, 2012      2 comments

Okay, So you've had those days where you maybe didn't workout or you ate more than you should have OR maybe you ate stuff you felt bad for later. I've been there....WE'VE ALL been there. As I'm going through the Message Boards on SP; I notice... Read more


Saturday, June 16, 2012      3 comments

I was just reading one of the motivation articles and decided to put more of my goals out in the open to maybe make myself more accountable. I don't want to just focus on numbers; weight, measurements, BMI. I hope to incorporate the other stuff ... Read more

Fear of what?

Saturday, June 16, 2012      1 comments

I too am so scared of the slips. I fear that I will give up on this fight. I fear I will fall halfway through. But I'm coming to copes that there are fears the come before us BEFORE every challenge or feat! Before a boxing body trembl... Read more

MY far.

Friday, May 25, 2012      1 comments

I absolutely love reading the success stories everywhere online. I am so addicted. I get to read about people succeeding at what I want to do for myself! They all have different reasons, different lifestyles, different struggles, and different p... Read more


Monday, May 21, 2012      1 comments!! I had the most amazing workout tonight! I danced my butt of for a whole hour. I haven't done any dancing recently. I've mainly been sticking to yoga, weight training, plyometrics, and walking/jogging. It felt so dang great t... Read more

I'm back!!

Saturday, May 05, 2012      2 comments

Hey SparkPeople!! I can't believe that it's been three years since I first found SPARKPEOPLE. I remember I started this journey because I needed a change, and in a way SP found me. I remember finally feeling like I found a place that helped... Read more

a letter to my body

Tuesday, April 27, 2010      2 comments

Dear Body, You are and have always been my only body. Through the years we have changed together and we've had good times and we've also had bad times. I've taken you on this rollercoaster of hurt and abandonment. I've seemed to hide you a... Read more

Scared of Success???

Sunday, April 25, 2010      5 comments

So we all have our own special reasons for changing our lives. We totally pumped up our love for self and took ourselves on an amazing journey. There are some obstacles and yet we overcome and there are some miracles that make us remember why ... Read more


Monday, December 14, 2009      4 comments

So I'm checking out all of these online BMI Calculators. I'm now obsessed with them. This is probably not the most healthy obsession, but it really has me thinking about things. First, I'm CLASS THREE MORBIDLY OBESE!!!! I really DON'T feel th... Read more


Thursday, April 09, 2009      1 comments

Okay. So March was a very bad month for me! I didn't log in my nutritional information on a daily basis..I did kick butt in workouts for half of the month..then the end of March was pretty much all downhill. It's a week into April and I haven'... Read more

GOALS FOR 2009!!!

Friday, January 09, 2009      1 comments

- HIKE IN THE MISSIONS - JOG ONE MILE completed.sept.09.(did Two Miles!) - BENCH 200 - START SCHOOL - ENCOURAGE SOMEONE ELSE TO GET IN SHAPE (Got my sister to start working out and try to quit smoking) - WALK 5 MILES - JOIN A B... Read more

34-26-36/145 lbs

Sunday, December 28, 2008      0 comments

i just read and calculated that IF I wanted the "body" of Beyonce Knowles that I would have to way somewhere between 145-150 lbs. I am 5' 6'' as is she. My goal was to weigh 165 and I guess this is "overweight" OMG!! LOL! And that would mean I... Read more

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