its dim, but its a glimmer!
They say it is darkest just before dawn.
I dont know about that. I am rarely awake that early.
But lets hope.
I wont go into detail right now, but there is a light at the end of the long dark tunnel of despair my family has been facing.
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I might make an old timey one from chicken feathers!!
Woke up feeling....not so good.
But after an hour or so, I got ready and went to the walking track. It was a hot steamy humid morning after a big rain last night.
I only walked 30 minutes, but it did make me feel better.
Just trying to pin... Read more
good thing i only made a little
I hate to brag, but I make the best spagetti.
So good in fact, I went back for seconds, which put me over my calories, carbs and fat for the day.
In other exciting news.
I havent done anything all day!!!
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look up look up
Call your dad!!
Better yet, go and see him. Take him fishing, or out to eat, or to see a ballgame.
Whatever it is he is into. If he is able bodied and can go.
I will be visiting my dad today at the cemetery.
We had many volatile years. ... Read more
excuses.....excuse me while I swoon.....
I had to cut my walk short this morning.
Only got half an hour, but that was better than the day before when I didnt walk at all.
Reason 1 was my own fault, I got there after the sun had gotten high in the sky and it was already getting hot ... Read more
good thing the exam table isnt made of leather!
Where to begin. Blah, this day!!
Got up at 5 am, was dreading the day too much to sleep. I had to be at one doctors office at 8, for the very simple purpose of rescheduling a test. Not like they could do this over the phone, no, I had to go... Read more
demented and sad, but social!!
Last night, I was feeling very discouraged. I was trying to understand the pecking order, or the food chain.
How can one family be struggling, no... Read more
the evening is dark and full of excuses!!
I finally had no appointments, no cough, or sore throat, and my car is finally fixed.
So I got out of bed at 630, put on my walking shoes, (and clothes of course) and went to the track.
I had no real time in mind, I was just ... Read more
no donuts for me today!!
I am going to TRY. I am going to TRY REALLLLLLY HARD.
To stay positive, and to stay on track today.
I am going to walk and I am going to just try to focus on what I can control and accomplish today.
So far, I have sparked and I have had a ... Read more
one is the one.
Up early this morning, cant say I slept well at all. I very badly need to go mattress shopping.
That is right at the top of the list of things I need to buy when I have some money to buy it with.
But I sat up late watching Roots, I wasnt go... Read more
easy as pie, who said pie!!!!
I had been doing pretty good sticking to low carbs, until dinner, when I had two rolls!!
I have given myself a black eye and a kick in my own pants!!!
So, now to move past it.
The sun has been shining the last couple of days so I have been... Read more
misery loves more miserable acts
There is this lingering hacking cough, and congestion deep down in my chest. I hack and hack and yield nothing but annoyance.
I probably did need antibiotics afterall, but the nuisance of having to try to see a doctor, convince them that I ha... Read more
Often, I write blogs, that are just exercises to myself, to be able to release pent up anger, or maybe to just be able to see the words and know that they are real.
I appreciate the support.
Do we say Happy Memorial Day?
Its not a very hap... Read more
i have been expecting the grim reaper but he hasnt shown up yet!!
So, I am still sick, not as bad as I was but just now starting to get a little less yucky.
Monday, my nose ran as though I had an open faucet, just poured.
Tuesday I was congested and hurting all over, aches and pains to the point of laying ... Read more
sick of being sick
Rain has dominated the month of May. According to the local weather channel, the coverage area has seen rain 20 out of 23 days this month.
Finally it let up some and yesterday it didnt rain until late evening.
Then a down pour.
Today the s... Read more