bad good bad good
I thought I had done poorly yesterday. I was feeling discouraged, but when I sat down and sparked all my food for the day, I found out I had eaten below my calorie level and still could have a snack, so I had a white chocolate strawberry yogurt... Read more
its a twisty turny blog
By now I had hoped to be celebrating a minor loss and be psyched for vacation.
But I am not.
I am not prepared, I need to start packing and organizing, I am a firm believer in making lists and so far, I havent even done that.
Went shopping... Read more
i would dig my heel in, if i could feel it!!
No matter what I do, I never feel like I am doing enough.
Or, I never feel like I am doing the right thing.
I have two good days then a bad day. the day after a bad day, I say ok, today is a new day, but is it really???
Can you really undo... Read more
the long blog about changing my inheritance and destination
A whole week without blogging!!!
That was a little much needed break for me from sparking. It becomes overwhelming for me from time to time.
Counting every bite and calorie.
Well needless to say, my big 5 pound loss two weeks ago has p... Read more
16 days til sand between my toes
I have been watiing til late night to blog. But today I decided to go for it early, maybe it will help me to stay motivated.
I havent walked now for 2 days and I am really beating myself up about it.
I knew rain was coming last night and tod... Read more
short and no sweets
To begin, just get it over with. I went over my calories today.
But I didnt eat any junk. I just had finished my food for the day, then I wasnt finished, so I had more food and sent me over by 300 calories.
I could make excuses and say I did... Read more
its always clearer in the light of day
Ok, three quick things before I get onto the blog.
1. I need new music for my playlists for when I walk. I am not really so much into the poppy stuff that gets air time, so if anyone has any suggestions for some good upbeat music please let me... Read more
should i weigh or should i wait
I was feeling ok today, but things havent been that great, I cracked the acrylic on my tanning bed, which I have only had 3 months to the day today.
It is going to cost nearly 300 to replace and I just do not have it right now.
I suppose I c... Read more
I decided, since my son borrowed my pedometer, to start counting my laps on the track. But I can never keep counting, after about 3 or 4 laps I lose count.
I usually walk one hour no matter how many laps that is. But today I think I walked 13... Read more
day 8, not bad but not great
The weekend was so so.
I did pretty well thru the day yesterday, had a nice salad for lunch.
Snacked a little too much last night, but it was yogurt and jello. Today was so so as well, I decided to skip my walk because my feet were hurting l... Read more
day 6, hang onto your head!!!
One thing I still dont understand is the sudden change in my calcium. It is ranging upwards of 450 and I know that makes no sense, when months ago I would spark the same food and it would be around 120 or so.
Even drinking 3 cups of milk a day... Read more
day 5, the rainy day.
The rainy day. I knew when I awoke there was no chance of walking, so I rolled over and listened to the rain and fell back to sleep for yet another hour.
It actually felt kind of nice to sleep. It rained and stormed here all day, an... Read more
countdown day 4, why am i beating myself up?
This day has been an up and down kind of day.
First, I did go walk this morning. But I was so slow, tight, sore, achy and was just dragging.
But I got my hour in and started out doing really well.
I came home and for the first time in awh... Read more
day three, not that awful.
So, day three.
Success or semi-fail??
Ok, the weather man reported last night that would probably see rain early today. So, I slept a little later than usual. It was my own poor decision number 1--sitting up late watching Netflix.
and numb... Read more
Another pretty good day. I was feeling pretty rough when I woke up this morning. Headache and neck and shoulders hurting.
I was supposed to have gotten an appointment for PT by now, but they are dragging their feet, the insurance company being... Read more