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im the conductor on the crazy train, full speed ahead!!!!!

Thursday, May 23, 2013      4 comments

Last night I attended my sons 2 year celebration/ NA meeting. I sat there listening to some of the stories from these people and thinking, add drugs and this is my life. F' ed up!!!! I heard one girl share her story, a story so horrifying t... Read more

when am i gonna go forward the way i once did

Monday, May 20, 2013      6 comments

Something has changed. I just dont think I remember how to do it anymore. I think all this time that has passed has been too much for me to remember. How do I get back to where I was? How do I get my mind to think the way I did in January... Read more

give me sunshine in a pill.....

Monday, May 06, 2013      3 comments

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rock bottom aint no place to be!!! (and i can see it from here)!!!

Friday, May 03, 2013      5 comments

I give up on trying to figure out how many calories I should be eating daily. And I also give up on figuring out how to stay under that limit, once I do figure it out!!! I reset my calories recently, as SP had set them somewhere around 1900,... Read more

the letter, the message!!!

Tuesday, April 30, 2013      1 comments

Today I had lunch with a friend, had a chicken salad and water. Feeling good, laughing and joking around with friends all morning. Got a little house work done, the sun was shining, finally. Then I went to the post office, hidden amongst th... Read more


Sunday, April 28, 2013      5 comments

found a few things i wanted to share.... i just thought that one was funny, havent we all been there? Read more

work your magic bone stimulator!!!

Thursday, April 25, 2013      1 comments

Finally got this bone growth stimulator today. I am supposed to wear it as close to 10 hours per day as I can. So, to bed, if I can keep it from coming off, I am pretty ... Read more


Tuesday, April 23, 2013      4 comments

it has been a very bad day,... Read more

thanks commenters of worker outer blog

Thursday, April 18, 2013      1 comments

So, I just wanted to take a minute to say thanks to all those who posted on my last blog. "ADVICE FROM REAL WORKER OUTERS NEEDED"...If you havent read it, please feel free and leave me any advice or opinion you want. Everyone really gave me p... Read more

advice from real worker outers needed....

Wednesday, April 17, 2013      12 comments

I got a little ticked off at a FB friend today after posting that I had done my squats using 10lb dumbbell in each, I am trying to include arm and upper arm workouts as well as some cardio and some strength training. She suggested t... Read more

and the day ends on a sour note

Tuesday, April 16, 2013      2 comments

Feeling sick and a little like a failure. Even though my food tracker says I stayed within 100 calories of my range today. I feel as though I ate way more than I should and am not really sure that my tracker is accurate or that I am sparking ... Read more

i'ma walker, but not the kind that eats people!!!!pics...

Monday, April 15, 2013      5 comments

Hated that I was having such a good day only to come home to watch the news out of Boston. But, I was having a good day. I did something today that I havent done in 3 months... Read more

bone stimulator!!!

Friday, April 12, 2013      2 comments

Things didnt go as I had hoped today at the Ortho visit. It wasnt all bad. The foot isnt any worse, the bone hasnt seperated anymore than it had. But, its not growing back, or healing in a timely manner. It has been a full 3 months. And... Read more

freedom isnt just another word

Thursday, April 11, 2013      3 comments

As I sit here with my front door open, listening to the birds chirping and feeling a cool breeze blowing past...I see the sun come and go. I think we are due for some rain showers later tonight. But its ok. I am going to enjoy this day as ... Read more

i guess the laws were written in pencil

Wednesday, April 10, 2013      3 comments

It was a super long day. Court began at 9am, and wasnt over til nearly 7pm. My friends trial is over. He was found guilty of second degree manslaughter. It could have been much worse I guess, murder was the request of the prosecutor. Th... Read more

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