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Just another day in the life ...
Sunday, June 15, 2008      5 comments

I survivied the wedding and reception. It started out very badly... So badly that I actually left shortly after the reception started and was walking home when DH found me. It did get better though so I am glad that I let him talk me into goin... Read more
Hanging tough
Saturday, June 14, 2008      5 comments

A lot going on... My weight is up hugely this week... 223 lbs is what the scale said this morning. What a slap in the face... Yes, I know that my eating has been out of control for quite a while now and that is why my weight is just going... Read more
Always just one more thing...
Thursday, June 12, 2008      4 comments

Well, it seems like in my life it is just always one more thing either said, added onto my list, or whatever... The last 2 or 3 days my neck and shoulder has been hurting. I thought maybe I had pulled a muscle or something... No clue what ... Read more
Monday, June 09, 2008      7 comments

This week is going to be rough with everything that is going on. Emotionally and physically I am just worn down and can see no end to the struggle. I have so much to do and no time to do it in and no time to deal with the emotional devestation... Read more
Sick again...
Wednesday, June 04, 2008      3 comments

So I started coughing last week and things just have gotten progressively worse and worse. I went to the clinic on Monday and got a prescription for Prednisone - steroids - I finally got the meds late last night and started them this morning. ... Read more
Moving on ...
Sunday, June 01, 2008      6 comments

I guess that "moving on" is a good way to describe how I am trying to deal with things as the date quickly approaches. June 14th will be my 5th wedding anniversary & it is also going to be my husbands best friends wedding which my husband is a ... Read more
People never cease to amaze me...
Saturday, May 24, 2008      6 comments

Could someone explain to me why people take jobs and then just call in whenever they don't feel like working? And even better still ask for extra shifts? I got called at noon that one of the people working the 2 - 10 tonight had called i... Read more
Feeling tired and run down...
Tuesday, May 20, 2008      3 comments

I wish that my body would already acclimate to this new work load and schedule... I'm still achey in the back and legs plus it seems that my asthma is trying to act up with my chest feeling tight most of the time and a cough starting to develop.... Read more
Wow - It all adds up ...
Sunday, May 18, 2008      1 comments

I entered a very conservative estimate of my physical activity while working last week into the tracker. Well over 11,000 calories burned! I updated my profile to show about 1/2 of that for fitness which in turn updated my nutrition. I don't ... Read more
Physical Work ...
Saturday, May 17, 2008      2 comments

With all the physical work I have been doing this week I hoped that I would see a loss on the scale, but no such luck. It is probably for two reasons - 1) I am swollen everywhere you can be swollen and sore all over from not being used to 8 hou... Read more
What a life...
Sunday, May 11, 2008      8 comments

Well the first big news is that I quit my job in Laramie - I just couldn't do it anymore on a mental, emotional and physical level. That job literally was making me sick in more ways than one!! I start working up at the hotel here in Medic... Read more
Another week...
Sunday, May 04, 2008      5 comments

At this point I would be happy to be back at the weight in that picture... I have a feeling that tomorrows WI is going to be up again. I just hope that it isn't 210 lbs or more at this point. With all the issues at work emotional eating is a p... Read more
It is always something...
Monday, April 28, 2008      3 comments

I got a report from my doctors down at National Jewish Hospital today about my testing - In the report it talks about wanting to put me on 2 other medications which they did not give me prescriptions for, so now I need to try to get in touch wit... Read more
I just don't know...
Saturday, April 26, 2008      9 comments

I weigh more now than I did all of last year... I'm over 200 lbs again by quite a bit and have gained back oh about 15 lbs in the last month and a half to two months. With the way things are going I could very easily get back up to 225 lbs or m... Read more
I need to find my motivation...
Monday, April 21, 2008      4 comments

Well actually I need to find more than my motivation. I need to find some $$ too. Money has been really tight since my emergency surgery on March 11th then add in being off work for 10 more days plus the hotel stays and all the costs associate... Read more

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