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Trying again
Thursday, June 04, 2015      1 comments

I'm actively trying to change my life. I joined 24Hr Fitness, but due to car troubles have missed 3 days in a row now. Tomorrow I'm back at it even though I'm off work. I have to take care of me.... Read more
Not back, but not dead.
Thursday, December 25, 2014      5 comments

Hi all, Just wanted to let my Spark friends Im not dead! I moved at the beginning of November in with a friend and have been wicked busy since. I got a job at the beginning of the month as an EMT/Security guard at a local casino and have b... Read more
Why I am M.I.A.
Sunday, October 19, 2014      6 comments

Hello Spark Friends, I've been looking for work and moving the last few weeks and so not online a ton. The job hunt is not going well. I have been turned down most recently from a job I really wanted because of my size. Unfortunately ... Read more
Here, and not here.
Monday, September 15, 2014      5 comments

So my last blog was on getting a schedule going for my crazy life and for trigger foods and situations. It's been hit and miss for me here on Spark. Its only been a few days, but here's an update: The alarms for bed time and wake up ti... Read more
Get a schedule already! / Trigger food/situational abstinence.
Tuesday, September 09, 2014      4 comments

Journal today is 2-fold. First off I want to talk about the need for me to get on a darn schedule! Why am I still screwing around with this??? I need to treat my daily life like job or I get ZERO done it seems! I need structure and I KNOW ... Read more
Start # 9,999,999,999,999?
Monday, September 08, 2014      5 comments

Hhahaha! Well at least I am back again right? That's all that matters! I keep trying! Last week went a little crazy with me offering a friend help in moving. What I thought was going to be a day, maybe two, turned into an all week event wit... Read more
Another slow start... But its moving along! (even if its at a snails pace!)
Thursday, August 28, 2014      2 comments

I am a procrastinator and I suffer from sidetrackedness daily! I've been up for some hours and really have yet to do anything of major importance today! LOL What's nice is I realize this about myself! I blogged the other day on this subject... Read more
Again a slow starter! I so need a schedule!
Tuesday, August 26, 2014      5 comments

Ok so I have been going on and on lately about getting this schedule under control. I'm not sure what the hell is holding me back! Today I got up way later than I planned and things seem to be taking forever to accomplish (even my Sparking), bu... Read more
Come on and Go Already!~
Saturday, August 23, 2014      1 comments

I have been up since 7am this morning and have yet to get a darn thing besides dress myself and eat a few HBed eggs... I have so much to do this weekend, every day for that matter, and yet no get up and go to do it! I finally drug my s... Read more
The blog that went poof because of the crap Acer.
Tuesday, August 19, 2014      2 comments

I had quite a blog post going about my day of work yesterday and making a timeline/schedule for myself and I accidently touched the keypad and POOF there it went! AAAARRRGGGG I really cant stand this laptop! I am so going to figure out ho... Read more
Time flys when you're moving.
Friday, August 15, 2014      3 comments

It's unbelievable to me that's its been almost a week already since the blow out with the now Ex Boyfriend. I am going to be moving out of the house after 13 (almost 14) years of being together. He asked me to move out of our bedroom, whic... Read more
A new me is coming.
Wednesday, August 13, 2014      4 comments

So a few days ago I wrote how my significant other of 13 years up and decided he had had it with me and told me to get out of his house. Needless to say it hasn't been smooth sailing for years and this wasn't something that just crept up out of ... Read more
Ending a 13 year marriage.
Monday, August 11, 2014      6 comments

To let you know my Spark Friends where I have been the last few days. Quickly, long story short because I really am emotionally drained and ready to try and sleep. My husband (technically boyfriend but after a decade, eh your married r... Read more
Hoarding... Striking Similarities to Overeating.
Sunday, August 03, 2014      7 comments

So I was watching Extreme Hoarders tonight while no one was home. WOW listening to some of the things they talk about when the doctor gets a hold of them is so crazy! And yet I know what they feel like when it comes to food! How the compuls... Read more
Brain! Stopping running 90 MPH!
Friday, August 01, 2014      5 comments

Happy August everyone reading! I am going to randomly spew stuff here today and maybe try and sort through it afterwards! 1) Today is my oldest child's birthday! He is 25 years old! OMG I am OLD! 2) I need to stop staying up late ... Read more

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