I've been seeing these things online and I got a little curious. One great big online store (yup, that one) grabbed my eye with a adorable magenta colored one. (Anything hot pink or hot purple will do that.)
My question is this:
W... Read more
Had fun doing my computer generated model today. I've been trying to do visualization at night of what I will look like once I reach goal weight and my skin surgery is done. I was close to that size when I was a teenager and I had forgotten wh... Read more
Wednesday, February 08, 2012
There are so many things I can't do right now because of my weight.
I can't sit in a booth at a restaurant. I can't sleep at night without a CPAP machine. I cry when I clothes shop online because I have to buy what fits, even though I do... Read more
I found my way back to Spark after a downturn in my health.
My MS has reared its head up again. My legs and back locked up and I would have spasms. I needed help to get out of bed and it would take upwards of 20-30 minutes. I became... Read more
Well, last weigh in I had a small gain. I was so bummed out. My partner, who is also actively Sparking, cheered me up. I also got thinking: one pound gained totally changed the way I felt about myself in that moment. Yet, I knew that if it ... Read more
Wow...where to start?!
I moved from Indiana up here to Upstate NY back in July. I grew up in rural Indiana so in a way this is like coming home.
From my new home I can look out the window from here at the computer and sometimes s... Read more
I had all four of my MRI's done and I don't know what was different this time but I've felt off ever since. I got up so they could change the table out (for the last ones) and I was so dizzy and sick. I didn't know which to do first, hurl or do... Read more
Today would have been my dad's 77th birthday and I am missing him so much. He was my best friend. March has been hard for me ever since he died in 2000. He died on March 30th, 2000. I am an only child and I lost my mom when I was just six so... Read more
I DID IT! I made my first mini-goal. Woohoo! I'm so happy! I'm now down 20 pounds.
Y'all know that I'd been struggling with my motivation level. I have wanted to get off my plan. Consistency is not something I grew up with; it is some... Read more