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A new beginning:)
Monday, December 03, 2012      2 comments

Today I start to be accountable once again for what I put in my mouth and what I do to keep my body mind and spirit healthy. I have worked hard to eliminate smoking. I have found affordable houseing I can manage without a partner. I have found a... Read more
~one down the most important to come~
Wednesday, November 02, 2011      1 comments

Court went well. He pled guilty to domestic violence with a plea offering to keep it from being a felony. I got to take my step son to breakfast afterward. That was very nice. I hadnt seen him in two months and Iv had him living with me untill t... Read more
~a crazy few months but im back!~
Wednesday, October 26, 2011      2 comments

Well, here I am again. I think iv recovered my spark after gaining back about 20 to 25 lb. Il let you know. Life has left me upside down and gasping for air. My childrens father took them from me and told them they couldnt see me anymore because... Read more
The invitation by Oriah
Wednesday, July 20, 2011      2 comments

Read a poem today. It touched and inspired me. I plan on reading much more from the author and thought id share this. The Invitation by Oriah It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and... Read more
~digging for a spark~
Wednesday, July 06, 2011      3 comments

I am sorry to all my sparks friends for disappearing. I am having the hardest time recovering from the last breakup and getting back on track. I am 39 days without smoking pot!! I am battling my ex over the kids and myself over my intense desire... Read more
~the belly of the beast~
Wednesday, May 25, 2011      2 comments

Here I am again. A virtual damsel in distress, my capture, my mind, feeds me, perhaps what tastes of love. Half way through my day I way at double my caloric intake. What is happening inside of me? What is so different today from just a few shor... Read more
~long time no blog~
Wednesday, May 25, 2011      2 comments

So another failed relationship under my belt. This time extremely verbally abusive so i am lucky to get out only 6 mo. in. I am feeling exhausted from trying and sick of dealing with womens emotional bull. I have so much of my own and need someo... Read more
~my how time flies~GLTBQ sparkers I need you!~
Monday, January 17, 2011      8 comments

Hi friends. I hope you are all doing fabulous. Thought Id check in and update everyone on how life has been. I had a rough last semester and am glad to be through it, although, I sense I lull in my enthusiasm for my passion (psychology, specific... Read more
~momma said there'd be days like this~
Wednesday, November 17, 2010      4 comments

I am gaining weight.just a little slowly but i have quit logging food, exercise, and even my thoughts and feelings. I don't know what happened to me when malissa left but my willpower flew right out the window and I haven't seen it since. ... Read more
Day 119~yesterday,today,tomorrow~
Friday, November 05, 2010      5 comments

I went to a writing seminar yesterday where Wade Rouse spoke and then later to one of his readings with my daughter. Wade Rouse is one of my favorite authors. He writes memoirs and inspired me to fallow my own dreams of becoming a writer. Today ... Read more
Day 115~ Holiday hell~
Monday, November 01, 2010      5 comments

So I ate roughly one of everything available yesterday and it has me really worried about the winter. I dont want to put back on the weight iv worked so hard to lose. Any suggestions on how to avoid that? I seem to have zero willpower when it co... Read more
Day 110~The jig is up~
Wednesday, October 27, 2010      3 comments

I went to the gym twice the last week or so. For the last couple of weeks i haven't logged food or exercise. I am admittedly more active and make better food choices yet all in all I have fallen off the wagon. Im not particularly depressed about... Read more
Day 90~ Holy heck batman!~
Thursday, October 07, 2010      3 comments

ummm. so , i logged my food just now at the end of the day while i sit and enjoy my 3rd 100 calorie cup of joe and HOLY CRAP! over 1200 calories. Who knew a few fish sticks could be evil? And here I was boasting about how much my eating has chan... Read more
Day 90~things that make you say hmm~
Thursday, October 07, 2010      4 comments

I woke up his morning and weighed myself (an obsession Im sure i should cut back on) and the scale teetered between 215 and 220. The same place it has been for a couple of weeks now. I am not upset at all. On the contrary actually, I have not lo... Read more
Day 89~mmm cake~
Wednesday, October 06, 2010      3 comments

ok. iv eaten roughly an entire cake in the last week. between my 5 yr old daughters bday last tues and my sons 6th bday partys mon and tues this week iv gained 2 lb. it doesnt help i havnt seen the gym in weeks, so i guess 2 pounds isnt bad. i n... Read more

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