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Sunday, September 11, 2011      2 comments

Pretty much that sums up the way that I feel. I just dont know. Is there such a thing as self sabatoge???? that is a question I ask myself daily. I just gave up. How can I give up on myself? I dont know. I am mad because I have slipped ba... Read more
Just another day in my life
Tuesday, August 09, 2011      1 comments

So far everything is slow. Started back to Zumba yesterday. felt great. I can tell I really missed it. My butt was sore today. Everything is going Getting my food back on track. Slowly but surely I will get there. Feels great to be in con... Read more
And the beat goes on.....
Sunday, July 31, 2011      5 comments

Feeling better today. Just doing alot of thinking and soul searching. When I look back at all my info on here from when I originally started on here its amazing. I mean I have lost about 40 lbs. I know its over a span of years, but that is g... Read more
Finding my Spark
Sunday, July 31, 2011      3 comments

Well, it;s been forever since I have been on here. Things have been going so-so. Not the greatest, but not the worst either. Still on the viscious cycle of losing and gaining. got the feeling of being left behind in the dust by friends that ... Read more
A New Day
Sunday, October 26, 2008      2 comments

Well the pitty party is over. NO more why me's here. LOL....barely, but seriously I am over that vent session. I know that without putting the effort into it I can't make it happen no matter how hard I try. You know for the most part I want ... Read more
The Pitty Party
Saturday, October 18, 2008      3 comments I am a failure. You know it's one thing to know what you have to do, but not have the strength or will power to do it. I can't even really say that I have tried, because it would be a lie if I said that I did. I can say that I don... Read more
In a word "FRUSTRATED"
Tuesday, February 12, 2008      0 comments

Well, I know I have been trying/thinking about losing weight since January and I am battling with the same 4-5 lbs. I just can't get motivated enough to get off the couch. I want to vent and scream and then I think I'll just be stuck forever t... Read more
Saturday, January 19, 2008      2 comments

Okay so I know every January I go through this. My yearly goal to lose weight and get fit. January comes and goes....before you know it another year goes by and I am still the same if not heavier. It's all the same. It never changes. So, I ... Read more
Saturday, August 18, 2007      4 comments

Now I know what I need to do and how to do it, but I just can't make it. I can't get there. I can honestly say that I don't even really try anymore. I have become more active at work...with my new job I have to move more which is good, and I ... Read more
Monday, July 02, 2007      1 comments

Okay so I walked around the park today...2 laps....long laps I may add. Boy, I had a feeling I was out of shape, but not to the extent that I was feeling today. It wasn't sooo bad, but compared to what I had been at years before it really kind... Read more
Friday, June 29, 2007      2 comments

Okay...I work for a group Cardiology group and every year they have this River Walk. I never participate just out of sheer laziness. Anyway they emailed us today and said the Riverwalk/Riverrun is this Septmeber and this year they want to hav... Read more
first official weigh in
Friday, October 06, 2006      0 comments

My weigh in went well today. I am down 5lbs. I know that I need to start exercising and that will really help me. feeling sluggish and tired lately. Alot of heartburn, but I know that is because I am overweight. Hopefully this will start go... Read more
the way that I feel
Wednesday, October 04, 2006      1 comments

YOu know lately ( happening more frequently) I feel like I am awful. sometimes I think if I lose this weight it's going to magically change my life. It's all in my head. I know that. I just can't get passed it. I just feel stuck...fat and ... Read more