BLC #10 Challenge 2 Blog 1 Team Blueberry
My internet was down last night so hopefully I'll be forgiven for this being posted late:
So not my best day, I went a bit over calories and never made it to the gym. But I tracked everything and d... Read more
BLC #10 Team Blueberry Before Photos
So I noticed this unofficial challenge too late to actually have someone take a picture, but here are a few before pics (and one that I'd like to get back to... then past.)
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... how just getting the small things under control makes me feel like I have my entire life back on track. In the last two days I cleared out my e-mail inbox, made payments on my credit cards, and put in my transfer application to switch colleg... Read more
So, as those of you who read or used to read my blog, then have noticed my spark page lately, things have just gotten worse since I got up on my high horse about goals and weight loss and everything. I'm now over 220 lbs, I get tired and out of ... Read more
"All the, small things..."
So, that Blink 182 song was playing last night at WhirlyBall (for those of you who have never played, it's an AWESOME cross between lacrosse and bumper cars), and now it's stuck in my head.
But it's kinda relevant. I realized lately that I ... Read more
Episode 8: "Satellites..." (note: interactive, I need advice)
... Spinning way out of orbit,
Living large for the moment,
Life is short but it's built to go further than you know.
Satellites, spinning way out of orbit,
Until they learn to control it,
Live is short but it takes its sweet time g... Read more
Episode 7: Everything I learned about hating my body...
I learned from my mother.
Yes, my mother. The woman who raised me singlehandedly for the last 12 years. Who worked more than 50 hours a week to make ends meet. Who I have nothing but respect for. She is one of the main reasons I hate my bod... Read more
Episode 6: Fresh Start
I love the holidays.
The tree, the lights, the baking, the cookies, my family pretending for a couple weeks that we aren't all b.s.c. (bat s*** crazy... I feel I should go ahead and explain this term as I really enjoy using it) and can stan... Read more
Episode 5: WOO-HOO!!!!!
Semester's over :D
Grades probably won't be as good as I'd like them to be, but for once in my life, I'm giving myself a by. Considering that over the course of the semseter there have been two cancer scares in my family, my mom had her surger... Read more
Episode 4: Do-Over
So I reset my spark goals. This move made sense to me seeing as I'm right back where I started.
So the last few weeks have been... how do I put this.. Bat s*** crazy. I've had finals, Neil seems to be falling victim to seasonal affective di... Read more
Episode 3: Jobs, holidays, and goals
So Halloween was AMAZING! I got all tarted up in my skimpy wicked witch of the west costume, Neil dressed up at Hawkeye from M*A*S*H, we went to a party, my ex (this big, muscular national guardsman) was the first to get drunk enough to throw up... Read more
Episode 2: Victory... by my terms at least
So I went job hunting today despite the friend I was supposed to go with randomly flaking on me (we've known each other forever though, I kinda saw it coming). And I got an interview this Sunday ^_^
Torrid (a plus sized clothing store) was... Read more
Episode 1: Wiped-out, worried, and wtf!?
So when we last left our heroine, she was starting a diet/exercise plan and a blog where she refers to herself entirely in the third person. Can she do it, well, she was in drama club for three years, so she just might be strange enough to pull... Read more
Pilot: Reasons and Ranting
I'm way beyond the point where I can continue to not do anything about my weight. Between school and work and my social life and my obligations at home, I seem to have forgotten about myself somewhere in there. But yeah, no more of that.
I... Read more