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You can't tell me I don't get to feel hurt
Thursday, October 08, 2015      4 comments

I know that infertility is a tough thing that a lot of women face. I am one of those women. I was lucky that I got pregnant with my son. I have never been able to get pregnant since. I wasn't even supposed to have him. He was a complete surprise... Read more
It's Coming...
Monday, September 28, 2015      6 comments

About two years ago, my sister stabbed my while I was asleep and my son lay next to me. Fortunately, it wasn't a terrible stabbing. She only punctured me once but attempted 27other times according to the MRI scan. Fear of internal bleeding is wh... Read more
And again...
Saturday, September 19, 2015      5 comments

Here I sit, trying to figure out how to get my health on track. I'm so tired of being fat. I'm tired of not fitting into clothing that I would like and I'm tired of being tired. I want energy. I want to play basketball with my son without having... Read more
My Love....My addiction....Pepsi
Wednesday, July 17, 2013      3 comments

So, I've seem to do nothing but gain weight. To make things worse my son is now being made fun of for MY weight. I hate that. He doesn't deserve hassle for something I am struggling with. Now, I have quit Pepsi again. I figure this is the ... Read more
New Job + 20 pounds?!?!?? No good
Sunday, April 14, 2013      3 comments

So, I started a new job which I am totally excited about. I find I am terribly out of shape but to make matters worse I have gained 20 pounds in the six weeks since I've started. It's horrifying! I'm not sure how...I have been more active...I gu... Read more
Saturday, February 23, 2013      5 comments

I bought my Nutri-Bullet yesterday. I wasn't able to get it going right away as I became ill. I'm tired of being sick. My family has had one thing after another this year. We have been ill more this year than the last eight years combined. It's ... Read more
Triumph...small but noteworthy
Tuesday, January 15, 2013      7 comments

Well, today something awesome happened: my body decided on its own it no longer needed soda. I am addicted to Pepsi, probably more so the sugar. I have been drinking about 2 2liters worth a day for the last several months. It's cheap and I was u... Read more
Monday, January 14, 2013      5 comments

Think Beastie Boys when you read my title because that is all I have done to myself. I don't like my weight, I don't like my eating habits and yet, I continue to make stupid decisions. Why? Beats me. I'm bored, I suppose. I am currently out of w... Read more
Night Eating
Wednesday, January 09, 2013      2 comments

So, even when I want to do well I find myself eating when I shouldn't be. Mindless eating is what I'm doing I suppose. It frustrates me terribly. I hope to get this under control. It's a good thing I can't afford to eat out because I might have ... Read more
Fighting for my Future
Sunday, January 06, 2013      1 comments

Well, I am back on Spark People to finally finish this commitment to myself. I have gone through hell and back over the last few years. I have been through a suicide attempt....don't worry, I'm a million times better now....losing both vehicles ... Read more