Ok, so I am about to go on a bit of a rant here. Not like a yelling thing, more of a wake up and smell the coffee thing.
I know that this site, and many others similar(but never the same, because really? No one is as awesome as this site...... Read more
Ok. I have been seeing this guy since October of 2012. He is an AMAZING guy. Little niave about romance and dating, but not crippled in those areas either. So I really like him. That is not the problem.
The minor(in my head it seems MAJOR... Read more
So I decided to finally bust out the Dance of the Inches Latin party pack...
1. I am so sore. Who knew I had so many muscles to hurt all at once.
2. I am not nearly as coordinated or adept at salsa dancing as I had hoped when I bought thi... Read more
Maybe whining a little will help...
I have had, what feels like, the emotional week from hell. Monday I went to a memorial for my friends grandmother. She needed me, and I wanted to be there for her, no matter what. The memorial, unfortunately, was held where my Mom was cremated, ... Read more
Blog or go crazy...easy choice.
Sigh. That seems to be the sentiment for this upcoming week. I have so much to do and some of it may be very hard for me to deal with.
1-I am starting my second week of physical therapy. I hate every bloody minute of it, but I know that I ... Read more
I FINALLY DID IT!
I am so excited! For once, I was able to stay within my calorie range yesterday. I know that may be a small step for some, it is a HUGE step for me. Especially since yesterday was stressful(I have been battling L&I, my work, and my injury since ... Read more
Compromising with myself
Today I went for my first walk of the week. I have been having some issues with motivation lately. Could be remnants of the holiday depression I get since Mom has been gone. Anyways, so I was sitting here thinking about how great a nap sounded..... Read more
Frustration to the maximum
So I have this friend....I call her my frienemy. Every time she and I talk I end up feeling terrible. Like cry myself to sleep terrible. We became friends through our job, and have been great friends up until about a year ago. I am not sure what... Read more
One week Post Surgery
So I had surgery on my right shoulder on November 9, 2012. I know this doesn't sound too tragic...except for the fact that I am right handed and cannot do almost anything with my left. I know! How did that work out you ask, well, I didnt have to... Read more
My journey is far from over-includes SAD details.
I am not sure who(or how many) of my fellow Sparkers have told me that I will have many Ah Ha! moments. I apologize for not being able to call you each out personally, but believe me, I thank you from the tips of my toes. During the past couple ... Read more
The past few days have been rough. I seriously think I am having a side effect to my med for my boo boo, but despite all that, today I made sure to get out and do my 30 minutes. I really wanted to stop after 10, but I pushed it to 30. Today was ... Read more
One of those weeks...
This has been one of those weeks where I want to scream and throw myself on the ground and just throw the biggest stinking fit that would put any crowd of 3 year olds to shame.
But Im way to exhausted.
I dont know if my asthma is kicking m... Read more
My first AH HA! moment
Sitting here reading over my previous blogs and also reading other peoples blogs and also reading The Spark I have come across my very first epiphany....and ah ha moment! It is this...
I will only gain control over my eating habits and issu... Read more
I get too excited too easily
So I met this really great guy like 3-4 weeks ago. We met in person and seemed t really hit it off. Or so I thought. We had both talked about how we werent going to jump in to anything all super serious, which worked for me because I seem to hav... Read more
So much has changed
In the past couple of years so much of my life has seemed to change. I had become a manger at my job, then my Mom passed away,I quit smoking, and just recently I stepped down from being a manager. As I read back over my previous blogs it occured... Read more