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This Monday isn't so bad
Monday, August 16, 2010      1 comments

I just wish I could have put in more exercise. I moved into a place that has no outlets. I guess I have to rely on memory of my workout dvds until the electrician can come in and do his thing. I will behave when it comes to eating though and ... Read more
Feeling Blah!!!
Friday, August 13, 2010      1 comments

I would love to have a lunch hour where I did not have to speak to anyone. I spend 8 hours five days a week speaking to people. sometimes I have absolutely had it and I could just use an hour of silence. Like this but 60 minutes long. It ne... Read more
Heavenly Father
Wednesday, August 11, 2010      0 comments

I praise you for being my God. I thank You for all that You are to me. Thank you for waking me up this morning. Thank You for helping me with moving. Help me be strong and finish with this move. Help me drive home. Help me finish the work da... Read more
Tuesday, August 10, 2010      0 comments

Thank you Father of Heaven and Earth and all that was created for the air I breathe. I am desperate for You. I need You today. Help me at work. Help me drive. Help me, for I am lost without You. Help me move. I cannot do it alone. I knew I... Read more
Wednesday, August 04, 2010      6 comments

I need freedom from someone I met. I thought I could love this person. Then I saw him in daylight. I do not like what I see. At all. I do not like what he is doing. At all. I keep thinking he could treat me the same way someday. I also c... Read more
Feelin Good
Wednesday, July 21, 2010      0 comments

About losing weight, just wish I could feel good about everything else. I feel like a failure as a coworker, mother, friend, sister, daughter. So much work to do and I feel like I can only do one thing at a time these days. I use to be able ... Read more
My birthday
Wednesday, July 07, 2010      1 comments

I remember this time last year the world was mourning with the Jackson family as they buried their family member. this year it is rainy and my hometown is buried in heat. I hope i can enjoy some sunshine in this golden state today. it is quit... Read more
Monday, June 21, 2010      1 comments

I love my brothers. They, more than anyone else, made me who I am. My oldest brother and I used to wrestle while watching WWF on the weekend. Of course, I was always the bad guy who had all these weak moves, while my brother was always the hu... Read more
Monday, June 21, 2010      1 comments

It is amazing to me that, after all these years, I still feel like I am getting to know my sisters. I have 2 who are older and one who is younger. My oldest sister and I have never met, but I wish we have. It seems like we have so much in com... Read more
Movin On
Friday, June 18, 2010      2 comments

I have come to the conclusion that I need to put a pause button on looking for a companion. I really need to be comfortable in my 3 feet of personal space. I was happy in my own space once. This abortion really killed something inside of me. ... Read more
Looking for a friend
Thursday, June 17, 2010      2 comments

I am looking for a friend. I had one and blew it in a matter of days. I am still a little confused about being friends with men. It has to start off slow. I don't believe that I can mix drinks with men yet. I can do it with the girls just f... Read more
On my own
Thursday, April 15, 2010      1 comments

Anyone having problems with orgasms? I have been achieving them on my own but would like to be able to reach them with someone I am dating right now. He is so sweet and wants to know that I am enjoying sex with him as much as I say I am. I t... Read more
I'm not changing
Tuesday, April 13, 2010      2 comments

I looked at my blog entries and realized that there isn't much growth going on. Seems like I still have the same old issues that may even circle around the same time of the year because of the seasons....WTF... I wish I could get back into some... Read more
Looking for a dangerous love affair
Wednesday, April 07, 2010      1 comments

One that involves sneaking around, heart racing, almost getting caught intimate moments. Not necessarily getting caught with pants on the ground, but maybe a shoulder hanging out of a blouse, button down shirt undone. I thought I found a few r... Read more
I may be better off working alone
Thursday, April 01, 2010      1 comments

I thought I needed to work out with someone and be accountable to someone for my actions. Especially when it comes down to what I put in my mouth and when. I find that after one day of doing this, others have become quite irritated with me. I... Read more

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