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Destroying Myself Slowly

Monday, May 28, 2012      4 comments

Car is fixed, was full of fuel, it now needs a transmission flush. I am working at night, have a casual sex partner, and am destroying myself slowly with vendor machine food. Am trying to return to school to be a phlebotomist, it is no... Read more

Looking for a car in San Diego

Friday, December 23, 2011      1 comments

My car died on Wednesday. I am going to sell it for parts. I am willing to share a car and take you on errands if you are having difficulty driving in San Diego. I am not upset, just determined to get another car by the cheapest m... Read more

I love the rain

Tuesday, December 13, 2011      2 comments

I do not like the cold that comes with it though. I made it through another work day. I am not too sure if my feet will like another work day like today though. I was actually limping. I felt terrible. I am so sad about seeing the k... Read more

Foot Pain -- OUCH!!

Thursday, December 08, 2011      2 comments

Yes I am still walking through it like a dummy. If I had insurance, I could do something about it. I know I am doing something wrong by working out daily, but I am afraid to sit down. I think I will not get back up again like before. ... Read more

Drafty Home

Tuesday, December 06, 2011      2 comments

I am taking charge of the situation. I am headed to the dollar store to get some nylons and baking soda so that I can make my own draft snakes for the patio, windows, and door. Doing great on exercising daily. I know I should probably slow ... Read more

Let the Goodies Challenge begin!

Thursday, December 01, 2011      3 comments

I have a lot of points to spend and am looking forward to giving one new goodie to one new member per day :) I hope I can do it :) It was nice coming to work and finding gifts from coworkers on my desk. Made me feel good about people ... Read more

Adopted twice at work

Tuesday, November 29, 2011      2 comments

And it is causing such a big stink :( I think the reason for the season has been missed... I will be receiving gifts for my children and I this holiday season from work and from their after school program. It is the hardest thing to ... Read more

awesome day

Sunday, November 27, 2011      6 comments

i walked by myself for an hour. took the kids to church, had potluck and did not overeat. took a snack to the park and played with them for 2 hours straight by playing basketball, frisbee, jump rope, soccer and a quick lap around the p... Read more

Friend in the Mirror

Friday, November 25, 2011      2 comments

I need to talk to her more. She is so much more focused than before. I know she only has Jesus to thank for that:) His advice is always gentle and encouraging, and He is always there waiting to meet with her in the morning. Getti... Read more

back to start

Wednesday, November 16, 2011      2 comments

again (blows raspberries at the scale this morning) lose some, gain some :( I can start over again today....YAY ... Read more


Tuesday, November 15, 2011      2 comments

I am really feeling it now. Sometimes shadows scare me. I find it difficult to look people in the eye. I sometimes have trouble completing thoughts. I feel sometimes incapable of having a complete thought. Prayer life is qui... Read more


Wednesday, November 02, 2011      2 comments

I am not in that category. I would not, however, want to experiment with a drug that would kill any cells that would normally help me to age. I would hate to be accused by God with messing with His creation and fooling with His design.... Read more

jump rope

Thursday, October 20, 2011      5 comments

played jump rope with my daughter because she lost recess at school today. she does what i ask her to do. i wish she didn't have a mean teacher. i hope that my talk with the principal will bring a change in her or a change to another classro... Read more

feeling better

Wednesday, October 19, 2011      3 comments

i exercised again today. Not as long as i would have liked because i was pressed for time. it felt good though to make sure i put in the 30 minutes. i treated it like an appointment and will try to do some more in the morning. I used to be ... Read more

Worst Monday Ever

Tuesday, October 18, 2011      5 comments

the only thing I did right was exercise for 45 minutes. ran a red light. $480 gone my schedule for work only involves 3 days out of 24 possible days. job market is slim to none for my position. if second job doesn't come thro... Read more

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