I Am On My Knees
Yesterday, I had four seizures, ate 6 slices of pan pizza, cooked healthy food all day long and then suddenly decided that I did not want any of it. And broke my one sweet a day streak. I was a mega-bi**h online to several people and yelled at s... Read more
Words Come Out of My Mouth...
I know that my blog posts have been a bit of a downer of late, and I apologize heartily for that, but my life has been a bit of a downer lately. And blogging is supposed to deal with exploring our lives through the written word, so...
I com... Read more
Yesterday, Resignation. Today, Fear. Tomorrow...
Yesterday, started off as a pretty good day, even though my baby got me up at 2am and wanted to play. Then it went downhill, quickly. First we had a fight about Mommy having the right to go back to bed, especially when the furry, little terroris... Read more
I Can’t Decide What The Feeling Is
I had an all the way down, full-out nervous breakdown in late 2004. I stopped talking, couldn’t dress myself, had to be led to the shower, had to be fed, I completely checked out. This happened as a result of the current stress in my life, (my b... Read more
Have No Idea What Day It Is
However, I am doing well with my Sweet Streak. It is becoming second nature that I only get to have a ... Read more
The Real Reason I Binge
For any who are wondering the streak is still going strong!!
I had a mini-binge for me, only one and a half days long. What changed is that I was able to dig deep enough and find the true reason behind the emotions that made me fall back on... Read more
Days 5 and 6- And All Is Well
I am finding it rather easy to deal with the one sweet a day. I am actually kinda shocked, I thought this would be really hard to do, because my need for chocolate seems to know no bounds. I have been known to put it on liver, broccoli, fried ch... Read more
Day 4 And A Realization
My streak is still going strong on day 4!!
I keep reading all these articles that say it is a wise thi... Read more
Day 3 - And I am still here.
I had a svg of M&Ms yesterday as my sweet treat and didn’t feel deprived at all!!
After the workout yesterd... Read more
Streak Day 2
Well yesterday I managed to keep it to one sweet for the day. However, I had four times the svg. size at one time, so I don’t think I can pat myself on the back just yet. I am optimistic today will go better!! ... Read more
My First Posted Attempt At A Mini-Streak - Day 1
I have already been a small mini-streak of getting at least 5 mins of aerobic movement in everyday. Most days I have at least twice that, some three times that. But, I have yet to try posting about one of my problem binge areas as a streak. So, ... Read more
The First Step Off Of The Cliff of Complacency
Today, I suddenly realized that I hadn’t recorded my food or even logged into Spark for five days. I am trying to be more up front and honest with myself this time around than any other, so, I sat down and tried to figure out why. When I shut do... Read more
Letting The Weakness Go
"Pain is weakness leaving the body” - unknown
When I saw this as a friend’s status, it really struck a chord. Today, I am in so much pain, that sitting in a chair is difficult, and I was searching for excuses to do nothing but lie in bed al... Read more